Ellie’s POV I stayed in the same position sitting on the bed for the past four hours. Here and there I heard Theo shuffle on the opposite side of the doors. I didn’t expect to welcome the new year with the love of my life with such devastating news. It’s only been a week since the new start of the year and here we are... I got up and finally opened the door to find an exhausted Theo on the other side with his knees drawn up towards his chest and his hands buried in his face. He turned and looked up at me when he heard me open the door. “Ellie” he softly called my hand and took my hands into his before drawing it up to his face and snuggling into them. “You okay baby?” He asked looking into my eyes as I sighed and drew my hands away from him. Before I had my hands back he pulled me int

