The Psychopath's Obsession

Chapter 11

We continue to talk like nothing happened. I'm still wondering in Bullet's attitude. I found out that he is friends with Blake Francisco who's now busy flirting with other girls.

We ate and talk and ate and vice versa. I'm very comfortable with him, but I realized something.

Does my stalker is here too? He wants me to go here and wear his 'gift', but where is he? It's not that I want to see him and let him do wicked things to me again. I'm just confuse...

"So, you have a cousin?" Bullet's question wake me up.

"Yeah. My only family left." I nodded.

He pick a grape. "Say ah," he said to me.

I felt my cheeks heating up and before he figure it out. I ate the grape. He smirked at me and continue to drink his wine.

I munched the fruit. "How many glass did you drink?"

He just shrugged and continue to drink. I rolled my eyes because of his attitude again.

"You want some?" He asked. Pointing to his wine.

I shake my head. "No. I don't drink."

when the party start with the M.C.'S jolly voice, I got distracted and entertained.

Mr. Carson gave his speech while Bullet continued his drink. I just ate grapes. Wine is made of grapes so it means I'm drinking alcohol too...

"Thank you very much for coming here. Please enjoy your night!" Mr. Carson's end of speech and we all gave him applause.

The music starts to boomed. Started to immersive songs to enticing songs. Many guess started to dance at the center.

"You're not planning to dance, Bullet?" I asked him while slicing my steak. I'm starving. The speech is long.

He looked at me then smirked. I'm not used to his smirk. I thought he would answer my question when he just looked at me darkly then smile. Yes smile! What's wrong with him?

"I'm still calming my nerves, my goddess." He answered coldly despite of his warm smile.

I swallowed the lump in my throat. "Why? You getting drunk? Are you getting dizzy? How many glass did you drink already?" I shoot him through my questions.

He chuckled slowly. "My, my, Milda. Just eat okay? Don't mind me."

My brows knotted. "I thought,you want me to come here because Party just bored you? Why don't we talk?" My talkative tongue. I can't help to asked questions.

I'm confuse. He said that to me right? That's why I'm here. I came here for him, because, somehow, I considered him as my friend.

I felt the comfort with him. When I'm with him, I felt like I'm still a human being that see as trash by others. Being with Bullet, I can feel the confusion, and the happiness. He can make my heart go wild and just beat crazily! He can make me forget the pain that I'm feeling. The burden of being lonely.

I came here, knowing that someone is waiting to me here too, but not with the same intention. Bullet intention was to be entertained and know me. But with the other one? I don't know. I'm risking my self here just to be with him again because that what my minds telling me. Don't be afraid because Bullet's here.

I didn't know that I stared at him too much. He just snap his fingers in front of me and chuckled.

"Mind telling me what's going on with that cute little mind of yours?" He even tap my temple with a teasing smile.

I smiled back. "It's nothing. I'm just wondering if my office mate don't recognized me..."

His brows rise up. "Why? Does your friends don't recognized you?" he asked.

I shaked my head. "Didn't I tell you yet that I don't have friends because they don't want me?"

His dark eyes met mine. There's an unknown emotion that I saw before it disappears. Maybe I'm just imagining things. "Sorry for not remembering."

I felt a little pang of pain in my chest because he didn't remember while me? I can even memorized what he said in that night talk.

I just nodded my head. "I-It's okay. I excuse myself. I need the comfort room." I stood up. "Don't wait me. Go dance with the girls."

He just ignored what I said and drink his wine.

It cause me minutes to find the comfort room. I quickly get inside and use the cubicle. I really need to reduce this excretion. My belly is hurting.

After that, I wash my hands and use the sanitizer that provided by the hotel. I dried my hands and about to get out when the lights went off. I didn't panic or do anything. I'm not afraid of dark. I'm actually used to it.

Being with yourself for a long time. You'll be used to this kind of matters. When I don't have money to pay the bills. I suffered being alone with darkness. I'm just a kid and I'm force to be adult and act like one. I need to feed myself. I need to live.

I thought it's just a normal electrical errors when someone envelop his arms to my waist and I know who it is!

"Y-Y-You're here?!" My voice was trembling as my body begun to tremble too.

He's here!

Oh my god! What should I do. There's so many people outside but I don't know if they can hear if I'll shout. I don't even saw someone with me here that can be a help. I'm alone here with this crazy man!

Bullet, please, help me...

"Of course baby. I'm with you wherever you go... Damn! I'm hundred percent that this dress will suit you perfectly! You look so hot and amazingly beautiful..." His voice was husky and I'm getting nervous as time passes.

Anyone, here my plead please.

He started to kiss my hair down to my nape. He's a crazy maniac! His hug to my waist became tight as I fight back. I don't want to be a useless being if I can do something.

"Let me go! Just leave me alone! I don't even know you!" I keep struggling to get away to his arms. I felt hi arms. It's strong and we'll Built. I think he's hunk.

He chuckled below my ear. "I can't grant your wish baby... I can't live without looking at you." he sighed. "Watching you is taking my mind at peace. Capturing you using my lovely camera is like my drugs! I'm so addicted and I can't seem to stop. I don't want to."

I shaked my head. "This is crazy. Who ever you are, you're doing wrong! You're harassing me when you have given an opportunity! I think you need a psychiatrist. You're not mentally stable." I held his hand and try to unfold it to my waist. Luckily, I succeeded.

I can feel that he steps backward. "Well, nice kissing you baby. By the way, I don't like that guy around you. Keep your distance to him. I don't like it. Bye. 'Till next time!"

"There's no more next time!" I didn't received an answer. The light came back and I hurriedly get out.

I tried to look for that man, and I only saw one man walking away, dressed with blue button down long sleeves that tuck in on his pants! Because of nervousness, I quickly run away to go where Bullet is!

He's still sitting there the way I left him. I sat and try to calm myself. That man is indeed crazy! Even his voice was husky and sexy, I don't care! He's harassing me! He's crazy!

I hold my tears and cover my hand below the table because it's still trembling. I didn't even know that Bullet was looking at me.

"You okay?" He asked dangerously.

I even flinched because of nervousness. I hurriedly nod my head. "Y-Yeah..." I bit my lips when I stutter. s**t.

He looked at me for a second then raised his left brow. "I know when you're lying. Tell me, what is it? You're even trembling!" He hold my both hands as my tears begun to fall.

No, no, no! I will not tell him! No! Never! I don't know the motive of that man, so it's better not to tell anyone about it. I don't know what will happen to Bullet if the man knew that I tell my situation to someone. I don't want Bullet to be in danger.

I shakes my head. "It's nothing. Really. I just accidentally prod my eye." I lied.

The look in his eyes tell me that he's not buying it. "What time?"

Shit. "U-Uh... When I use the comfort room. Come on, it's nothing! Let's enjoy the night Bullet!" I even smiled.

"Okay. If that's what you want." He slowly said.

We talked like nothing happens. There's some guy that want to dance me but I refused. I'm not here to dance with with, I'm here for Bullet. I didn't left his side after the incident, not until my Boss invite me to dance. I don't have the strength to refuse because I'm afraid that he'll fire me.

We dance and talked a little. I'm a bit comfortable with him too, but not that comfortable with Bullet. He's on the highest level.

Our dance last for a minute, not until I felt Bullet's hand, he's snatching me from my Boss. Mr. Carson just grunted but he let me.

I met Bullet dangerous dark eyes. He was seriously looking at me. I gulp but smiled after.

"Why so grumpy, Bullet? Didn't I tell you to enjoy the night?" I teased him.

He rolled his eyes. "How could I enjoy the night, if someone's holding you?" He said coldly before he walked out.

My smile fell.

What had just happened? Is he mad.

There goes my heart again. s**t Bullet. What have you done to me?