The DeadlyFirst Kiss
My best friend, Noel, shoved me off the roof of the five-story science building.
He did it to convince Emma Sterling, the richest girl at Crestmont University, that he didn’t want me. That the kiss we’d shared moments before was a transaction, born from pity, not passion. A final, cruel favor to the girl who’d once saved his life.
“Everyone knows you have a thing for me,” he’d said, his smirk sharp as a blade as he backed me toward the iron railing.
“I didn't,” I’d stammered, my back hitting the cold metal. I’d looked past him to where Emma stood, her arms crossed, her face a mask of disgust. The rooftop, usually a haven for students to escape their classes, felt like a stage, and we were her entertainment.
“Eww, Noel,” she’d whined, her voice a saccharine poison. “I can’t believe you let those filthy lips touch yours. You need to teach her a lesson. I want her dead for touching what’s mine.”
The look he gave me then wasn’t the Noel I knew. It was a stranger wearing his face. For the first time in my life, I was afraid of him.
He lunged. I stumbled back. His hand closed around my neck, not to choke, but to control, to guide me in a macabre dance. Every step he took forward, I took one back, until the railing was digging into my spine and there was nowhere left to go. My fingers clawed at his wrist as he leaned in, his lips brushing my ear.
“Sorry, Rae,” he whispered, his voice devoid of any warmth. “I can’t afford to offend Emma. Her family is richer than mine. We have an arrangement.” He paused, and for a fleeting, insane second, I thought he might pull me back. “No matter how much I liked kissing you.”
Then he shoved.
Tears ripped from my eyes as I arced backward. I didn’t scream. I couldn’t. My lungs were frozen. The only thought that managed to pierce the shock was a bitter, searing betrayal: *I let that jerk kiss me. He stole my first kiss, and now he’s stealing my life.*
The ground rushed up. I braced for oblivion.
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Instead, I woke up gasping.
Pain, sharp and immediate, lanced through my stomach. I was on my side, curled on a floor so cold it felt like ice against my cheek. It was marble—white, pristine, and veined with gold. I sucked in a breath, and my lungs filled with air so violently it felt like drowning in reverse.
I sat up abruptly, my body screaming in protest, and found myself in a cavernous bathroom. It was lavish, fit for a princess. Chandeliers sparkled overhead. A sunken tub big enough for four people dominated one corner.
A full-length mirror stood beside me. I turned, and the reflection that stared back made my blood run cold.
It was me. But not me.
She—I—was thin. Too thin. The bones in my wrists and collarbone were sharp, visible beneath skin that was pale and waxy. My face was beautiful in a fragile, hollow way, but my eyes… they were empty. Devoid of hope, of light, of anything. It was like looking into the face of a ghost who’d forgotten she was dead.
As I stared, the world tilted. A wave of dizziness crashed over me, and with it came a flood of images, sounds, and feelings that weren’t mine.
A girl slipping on this very bathroom floor, her head cracking against the porcelain tub.
A memory of a father, a mother, a sister—a family I’d never had. In my old life, it was just me and my mom, a nurse who worked double shifts to forget the husband she’d lost and the daughter who reminded her of him. Our silences were heavy, our home a hollow echo.
But these memories were different. They were vivid. Cruel.
I saw Emma—the same Emma who’d just watched me die—calling me “sister” with a venomous smile before hurling herself down a flight of stairs. I felt my body, *this* body, frozen in shock at the top. Then my father, James Sterling, a man with a face like carved granite, pulled Emma into his arms and turned to me with an expression of pure, cold disappointment.
“How dare you?” he’d growled, and the memory of what came next was a montage of agony. The sting of a whip. The suffocating darkness of a basement room. Three days without food, without water. All for a crime I didn’t commit.
“Oh, great,” I groaned, the sound a dry rasp in my throat. The realization settled over me like a shroud. I hadn’t died. I had woken up in the body of Kara Sterling. Emma’s twin. The “abandoned one,” as the university rumor mill loved to whisper. The one her own family had cast out.
Panic clawed at my chest. A sharp pain gripped my abdomen, so real and so intense it forced me to curl back into a ball on the cold marble. My body was starving. It was broken.
A sharp knock on the door jolted me upright. I tried to stand, but Kara’s frail legs were weak, my movements sluggish. I stumbled to the massive oak door and pulled it open.
A hand shot out and clamped around my wrist like a vice.
I was yanked forward, my feet barely touching the ground, and found myself staring up at a tall, muscular man with the same granite jaw as my memories. James Sterling. His breath was hot, sweet with whiskey, and his eyes held no fatherly concern. Only menace.
He leaned in, his face inches from mine, his grip tightening until I was sure the bones in my wrist would snap.
“Come and apologize to your sister, you evil girl,” he hissed, each word a lash. “And don’t lie to me. Don’t pull any of that crap you tried last night.”
He dragged me forward, and as I stumbled down a hallway even more opulent than the bathroom, a single, terrifying thought cut through the pain and confusion.
I had been given a second life. But it was a life designed to be a prison.
And the girl who orchestrated my first death, Emma Sterling, was now my twin sister.