IDGAF
1954 Words
::Sarah's POV::
What the f**k was going on?! I bawled. Why was he holding hands with another woman?! I ran up the staircase. I stopped in my tracks, I couldn't possibly go back to Drake's room. I stooped against the wall, at least... not anymore. I sank to the steps and began to weep. My chest filled with sadness. My eyes cried and cried. My wolf just as confused began to howl in despair. My whole world was shattered.
I flinched at a touch on my shoulder, Melody. She offered to help me up, but I sank back down to cry. Until, I heard footsteps coming up the stairs I quickly pleaded for her to take me into her room for the night. A bit confused she then nodded and lead me to the East Wing. We passed a few doors as she then stopped in front of hers. She fished for her keys and quickly opened the door,pulled me in, and then locked it.
''What's going on Sarah?'' she asked.
I was still bawling my eyes out and soon had to hug her, ''Drake is with another woman!'' I sobbed.
''That can't be! You're his Luna!'' she tried to soothe me. It did not work.
I explained to her between hiccups and sobs of what I saw tonight. Tonight was supposed to be my little welcome home gift that I had the staff on board with. To welcome him home to new beginnings, Jen was extremely excited for it too. But, it all fell to s**t when I saw him intertwining hands with a stranger!
''There has to be something wrong'' Melody speculated.
No, the only thing that was wrong is me trying to fit into a fantasy I was never supposed to be a part of. I mean, I'm an omega, that girl smelled of alpha genes. She was incredibly beautiful, maybe my predictions were correct. Maybe Drake has moved on.
''As much as we are both in pain, I know that's not true'' Jen whispered. She too was feeling her world fall apart, yet she still held hope like it was her last breath.
Melody slowly petted my head, and allowed me to let it all out. She began to cry herself. She felt extremely sorry for me, while she whimpered, ''You're the true Luna to me.''
Was I really though? It was clear as day that he was more interested in having that girl as Luna over me. My self esteem dropped lower than it already could. I began to feel my heart become numb, as if a shroud of darkness was taking over. My thoughts soon turned into anger, the sadness finally leaving my body. And I bluntly told myself, ''No use crying over spilled milk''.
::Drake's POV::
You're a f*****g i***t, you're a f*****g i***t, you're a f*****g i***t! Terry barked over and over.
I knew I messed up big time. I wanted to snap Megan's neck right then and there. Sarah was in pain tonight, Terry heard her howls of pain. He kept urging me to go to her, but how could I when we had eyes within our vicinity? I have to protect her, even if it meant temporarily hurting her.
''You mean killing her! You bastard! We are losing her.'' my wolf panicked.
We had hurt our precious mate tonight. Unintentionally, but we did. I found my bed to be empty, in fact, the whole room was! She wasn't there. Not surprising. Megan quickly made herself at home and crept under the sheets, where Sarah belonged! I gave her a deadly stare.
''Aren't you coming to be babe?'' She giggled.
''f**k no, why don't you get the f**k out and sleep in the extra rooms?!'' I spat.
''Well that would just not do,'' she shook her head, ''I am your pretend Luna after all!''
My blood began to boil, this b***h really has me with my hands tied, and once I get them loose she will regret the day she ever thought of signing up for this bit.
''Then I will sleep elsewhere'' I headed for the exit.
''Nah, not happening! You aren't to leave my side until I report back to the master'' she smirked.
f**k!
I made my way towards the couch, but she cleared her throat and gestured towards a spot next to her. I denied her suggestion and continued to lay on the couch facing away from her.
''Man, you're sexy when you're mad! Well as long as you are in the same room it doesn't matter,'' she snuggled beneath the sheets ''And don't even think about killing me in my sleep we have eyes within these walls'' she sneered.
f**k, what am I going to do? Sarah... Sarah! Sarah! I cried in my thoughts.
::Sarah's POV::
The next day has arrived, and I woke up in bed next to Melody. It was barely 5am. So it was true. Last night really happened.I took a deep breath before gently shaking Melody.
''What time is it?'' she dragged.
''It's time to attend to Master Drake of course'' I sarcastically said.
At that tone she rubbed her eyes, ''We really going to go with this plan?'' she asked.
''Hell yeah,'' I winked.
Melody stretched her arms and smiled at me, ''Then we might as well get you in uniform Sarah!''
Last night, Melody mind linked the other servants about the current events while I was hysterically crying! They wanted to play a part of the whole ordeal. I was blessed to have the girls on board with it, because I was definitely going to need their help.
The only thing that worried me was if I was able to hold myself together while carrying out this lie! Jen wasn't sure either, her option was to rip apart that b***h who was falsely claiming her place. I was just about to go with it too, until Melody suggested operation IDGAF. She knew some tactics to build jealousy in other's and Drake being my mate would only enhance the plan.
Still, I felt it was wrong, but what he did to me last night was wrong too! I was all dressed up for him, more like barely dressed at all, and he returns with some random slut?
Okay, okay Sarah, deep breaths, deep breaths I tried to calm my nerves.
The girls soon entered Melody's room with an item each in their hand, maid outfits!We all giggled and when we were done they were quite impressed with the outcome. They nodded in approval, until the acting came.
''Oh man that's horrible,'' One chuckled.
''Have you ever tried to seduce a man?'' Melody questioned.
Well with alcohol yeah. I thought.
''You need expert advise'' another suggested.
''Well work begins in an hour so we will see you soon Luna.'' Melody chimed out the door.
''But I'm not eve-'' they're gone.
Me? Luna, ridiculous! Maybe the ritual had already happened between the two last night. I felt a pang of hurt hit my throat. How was I going to manage hiding these emotions? And how am I supposed to find professional hel- of course, you guessed it, Adam.
I phoned Adam and he almost immediately picked up, ''Wassaaapp hoe! Learned your lesson from last time I see?''
Oh how I wanted to just cry and spill the details to him, but decided to put judgement to a hold. I put the phone closer to my mouth whispering, ''How do I act sexy?''
''SEXY?!'' I heard him laugh out loud, ''Hunny if that ever happened, the moon Goddess herself would make an appearance!''
''I could do with out the remarks Adam!'' I barked.
''So are you really interested in Drake now?''
''No way'' I lied, ''I just want to be able to torture him so he can let me go home already,'' I lied again.
It hurt me that I had to hide the fact that he actually came home with someone else, knowing them two, they'd bust in here and fight 'till their deaths. I didn't need that kind of involvement, I had to be more sneaky, and I am committed. I continued.
''So will you help me or not?'' I whispered.
I heard a sigh on the other end and then he said, ''It'll take years for you to be at my level but I'll teach you the 101's'' he laughed again.
I face palmed myself, but silently smiled at myself gotta love Adam.
We started to conversate through the phone. My eyes widening the more he lectured. I wasn't sure I was able to pull it off, but I sighed, might as well give it a try, what more did I have to lose?
I found myself at the reception where the girls did their daily cue of saying good morning to Drake before he leaves to do his duties. I huddled to an empty spot and waited along side them. I heard Drake make his way down and there he was! Elbows locked with that woman, although he kept a straight face something was definitely off. He looked as if he felt uncomfortable? Could be my imagination though.
He proceeded to walk down the stairs. The girls bowed their heads and I followed suit, ''Good morning Master,'' we said in unison. I kept my head bowed but applied a watchful eye on him. He paused at where I was and continued walking. However, I felt the b***h brush my chin up.
''Don't forget to address your Luna'' she taunted.
I felt Jen about to leap on her, but I had to remind her the reward in the end would be greater. I sucked in my pride and whispered, ''Good morning Luna''.
She smirked and let go off my chin I felt tears of frustration starting to build but Melody, gently tugged at my uniform as if telling me to be strong. I shot a peripheral view over at Drake, but he avoided eye contact. It pained me to see that he was trying to ignore me. Then the b***h spun around.
''Listen here, bitches, my name is Megan and I am your future Luna.'' she mocked before returning back to Drake's side. The pair headed out the door and only then was I able to take a gasp. The girls surrounded me in worrisome.
''Maybe this isn't such a good idea guys,'' Melody spoke, ''She's already hurting so bad''.
''No...'' I interrupted, ''I need this.''
Looking at one another with concern they then wore a straight face and began to carry on with our duties. It took the whole day to clean the place, so we had to split up. I found myself in front of Drake's room while I was on my way to my designated area. I just stood there. I proceeded to enter quietly. That b***h's stench was filling the room! I felt sick to my stomach, they slept in the same room. Could it meant they slept in the same bed? I crept closer to the bed and only caught a whiff of Megan's scent.
A sigh of relief escaped my nostrils. Drake had probably slept on the couch. This is odd, if she was future Luna wouldn't they have completed the mating ritu-
''i***t, it doesn't work like that!'' Jen hissed. ''They have to be each other's mates to make it official''.
Thank Goddess.
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