Wait... what?! I fought the thoughts to my wolf. And before I knew it my eyes went black. My pupils dilated as I felt my body being taken over. Wait! What are you going to do? I asked.
''Just trust me'' was all the response I got back.
''I'm getting sick and tired of waiting!'' grunted the man.I snapped back into reality and felt my body moving towards the bed. I had no weapons and was completely defenseless, not to mention unable to control my body. There was still shards of glass scattered all over my room, especially on my bed. I f*****g hate this bastard!
As I crawled into bed he proceeded to get on top of me. I felt a similar pang pf panic building up in my chest, Wait, was your intention to get me raped? no response. Then man seeing as to how submissive I ironically became set down the glass on the bed side table. His breath reeked of beer as he let out hot breaths on my neck, ''I never had a pure wolf before'' he admitted.
I wanted to throw up.
This sick bastard was about to have his way with me and I couldn't do anything about it! Before I knew it, he started unbuttoning my jeans. I saw my mother in my peripheral view, almost lifeless, yet saw tears falling from her expressionless eyes. She was in pain, crying, but unable to move. I felt a pang of guilt. I was a fool to think anyone would help us!
I felt the man wiggle his way between my thighs! defying all odds I tried to wiggle away. Then my wolf let out a growl ''Now!'' and all I could remember was the connection of my knee hitting the bastard's groin. He wailed in pain and used both hands to cup at his pained area. I didn't know how, but I felt my arms reach for the opportunity to grab the glass. My arms swung it across his neck and slit his throat.
Blood squirted everywhere! Gushing from the cut the man tried to stop the bleeding with one of his hands. He fell to the floor beside my bed. I got up and just stared in horror. He began to lose his breath and then he gave a few uncontrollable shakes and before I knew it, he was motionless, dead! I sat there. motionless as well, with eyes wide opened. What did I just do?!
All I could do was scream!
I looked down on my hands. His blood was stained all over them. I began to hyperventilate till I heard that voice again, ''You don't have to blame yourself it was I who did it''
That did not make anything better.
''Mom!'' I remembered. I quickly made my way towards her. She was still crying out tears. I carefully positioned her upright. The knife was still lodged in her stomach. Unsure what to do i look back up at her. She managed to make a faint smile and yanked it out of her. How or where she got the strength to was beyond me, but she managed, and then made a small yelp before dropping back down to the floor.
I ran to the bathroom and got our first aid kit. Got some wrapping bandages and peroxide. I jogged back to my moms location and sat down. I began to carefully disinfect her wounds. It began to bubble and although I knew it didn't hurt as much it still stung me that my mother was in pain. I then unwrapped the bandage and carefully wrapped it around her body.
All patched up I used what strength was left in me to carry her to her bed. I positioned her for a comfortable sleep. I sat by her side till she fell asleep. I then proceeded to go back to my room. There was still the lifeless man there! What am I supposed to do?!
The only thing I could do. I dragged the body out of the house. Into the cold harsh rain I went. Once again using the storm to my advantage I dragged on. I saw I was not far from the river. I dumped his body into it. I still felt the touch of his filthy hands over my body. I broke down to my knees. I cried out loud matching the roars of thunder. I cried and yelled out till I could not anymore. Then, I collapsed into total darkness.
I woke up the next day still by the river. The storm had passed, and it was morning!
''Mom'' I awoke. I got up and stumbled through the mud. As I made my way to the house the pack nurse caught up with me.
''Sarah!'' she exclaimed, worried, ''What happened!''
''Mom'' I expressionlessly dragged.
Worried, the nurse followed behind me. I just hoped my mom was okay. Soon enough I was back at my house. I made my way back inside smiling I made my way towards my moms room. That smile faded as my eyes failed to see that my mom was there. She had to be there right? No. She was no longer was in her bed! Panic swelled as fast as my tears did.
''Where's your mom?'' the nurse asked in a hushed tone now trying to comfort me.
''MOOOOOMMMMM!'' was all I gave as a response.
::End of Flashback::
As much as my past was painful, it also taught me a very harsh lesson that helped me become the woman I am today. I am now 21, mate-less, and independent. I couldn't let my weak self back then continue with the new me. Oh did I tell you my wolf's name? Her name is Jen. Short for Jennifer of course. She was a relentless one for sure. I would have never been able to pull off gutsy deeds without her.
''Yo! Sarah!'' called out Adam.
Adam was my childhood best friend, who one of the few believed my story when the rest did not. He had dark brown hair with short curls embodying his head. He wore glasses but that did not make him look less attractive. If anything it drove the she-wolves wild! He wasn't overly built, but just enough to have girls glaring at me whenever he hugged me. Did I care? Hell to the no.
''Wasssaaaappp girl?!'' Derrick caught up.
Okay now if you thought Adam was attractive Derrick was a dream. With black hair tousling at his shoulders standing at 6'3'' he was always the talk of the pack. Labeled as one of the best warriors who would easily could have belonged to an alpha's pack, was also my best friend. That day he found out about my situation he was angered and saddened that he wasn't there to help.
''Sup my G's'' I sarcastically said.
They chuckled as they came side by side to me. Imagine a 5'1 & 1/2'' girl (Yes the half counts!) between two lovely equipped men strolling around casually. You guessed it. There were jealous females all where we went. Not that I wasn't used to it, but it definitely was not necessary. I was not interested in them or anyone for that fact, and I made it clear to them that they were to remain in the friend zone. They didn't mind because after a while they each found their mates!
Adam may have attracted a lot of she-wolves, but he was openly gay. He was suited with a bit of a chubster named ''Gilbert''. Although one would easily dispose of lack of exterior features, Adam fully accepted Gil as his mate for Gil was the only one who ever noticed him before his ''drastic change''.
Derrick was with Liliana or ''Lily'' for short. He hit the jackpot with that girl. A slim blonde with DD cupped breasts, supported by a waist that would easily entice other males. Not to mention... that ass! Oops! Sarah your bi-curious side is showing! Any who, Lily was a sweet girl and I wouldn't have rejected her either if I was Derrick. Again, get a grip Sarah.
''So where we off to now?'' Adam questioned.
''Well...'' I murmured, ''I was thinking we could head over to the mall for some shopping''.
Adam jumped for joy while Derrick groaned. How in the world did I get stuck with these two? Jokes. I loved them to death. We decided to take Adam's family car. We strolled downtown with me occasionally looking out the window. Adam then turned on the radio.
''Oh my moon goddess it's Nicki Minaj!'' he squealed. ''I love this b***h'' and began to sing.
''Maybe it's time to put this p***y on your side burns...''
I couldn't help to chuckle.
''You don't even like p***y'' grumbled Derrick.
Adam then stopped his singing from the passenger seat and gave the most sassiest swag ever, ''I may be gay but I could get more than you without even trying, hunny''.
At this Derrick scoffed. I awkwardly glanced towards both of them up front.
''Lily will always be sexier than you ever THINK you could be'' he retorted.
''The girl's a blonde, she's got features most AVERAGE blonde she wolves do'' Adam countered.
I saw irritation began to form in Derrick's eyes. Maybe it was non-intentional but I could tell that the wolf in him was growling. I didn't need arguing or a car crash so I blurted out, ''Well I think I could get more girls than both of ya'll combined!''
They both looked at each other before laughing hysterically. Adam now playfully punching the air while Derrick trying to keep his driving under control. Wiping his eyes with his free hand.
''What...'' I curiously debated, ''I think I can''
''You're as straight as a mother f*****g ruler Sarah'' they said in synced. As they high fived their now victory truce.
I so can get myself a girl, if I wanted to. I told myself.
''Well you know I prefer males too'' added Jen.
Oh I didn't know you existed. How cruel of the moon goddess to have me stuck with you. I joked.
''Cruel? If you want to talk about cruel then look in that rear view mirror right now! You rejected every potential mate she has given us! At this rate we are going to die alone!'' Jen growled.
Not a bad idea.
Jen then blocked me off and went to the back of my mind. I mean what's the point of having a mate? You get all googly and have no time to attend to anyone or anything. Not my kind of burden to carry. No sir-ree.
''Hoi! Ms.Daydream! We are here!'' Adam announced.
I looked out my window and saw the Mega Mall. It was huge! It's ample parking was a convenience and it's mass variety of stores inside was a plus. We got out of the car and made our way towards the front doors.
Today is going to be fun. Just me and my best friends.