Part 11
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Amber's P.O.V:
After my dad passed away, I used to have this same dream every night for next two years, in the dream my dad would be reaching out to me and I'd be trying my best to get a hold of his hand but then he'd just go into the darkness. I remember one of my house maids, Anna, waking me every morning and I'd be out of my breath and she'd hug me and try to calm me down. I'd hug her and keep crying and then she would kiss me and ensure me it was just a dream. To be honest, Anna has been there for me even when my own mother left me. It was Anna who already knew that I was gay even before I did. She has been more of a mother-figure to me than my own mom.
Today, I had same dream after many years, but the only difference was that this time it wasn't my dad. It was Sammy. She was tied in chains like you would tie an animal. I tried to help but I couldn't, I was trying to free her and then my eyes shot open. I was breathing heavily, thankful that it was nothing but just a dream.
Before I could even open my eyes again I felt her arms around me. She is here. Sammy is here and she has me wrapped in her arms. f**k ! I hugged her last night. f**k you heart. I wanted to free myself but when I looked at her it was like going into some sort of trance, she looked so peaceful. I kept staring at her for a while until she moved a bit, I was too angry for to catch me staring at her like a creep so I quickly closed my eyes.
"You're blushing again" she whispered slowly, only causing my blush to increase. But I am way too angry for this. I tried to free myself from her grip but she wasn't letting go, "let me go" I struggled but she was not. I saw a smirk on her face and her eyes were still closed. I stopped moving and when I felt her arms relax, I quickly pushed away and freed myself from this... this person.
"Good Morning!" she said in her morning voice. I couldn't help but smile but I didn't and turned around quickly. I heard her sitting up and before she could say or do anything I rushed into the bathroom and locked the door.
"Ah.. Com'on.. Amber, I need to talk to you. Please ! "
"You can talk from behind this door" f**k! I can't stop blushing.
"Well, technically, You are behind the door and I am in the open." I can see her smirk even if she wasn't infront of me. But I stayed silent, I could feel this rush inside my body, like something was going on in my heart and body. I was.... Happy...
"Amber, I'm sorry for last night. I really am. Please forgive me. I will tell you anything you want to know. Just come out and talk to me." She pleaded. But I wasn't gonna make it too easy for her. She put me through Hell for a f*****g week. I'd give her double in return. If only this stupid blush goes away.
"Amber?"
"I don't wanna talk. I am going back today." There was silence on the other side.
"I won't stop you. But please just know that I'm sorry." She sounds sad. Maybe I shouldn't. No! Amber, get yourself together.
"Okay. Now I'm gonna go and take a shower." I was trying to be rude but on the inside I was trying to control myself from dancing in happiness.
I heard her footsteps going away from the door and I started jumping on my feet. I have never felt this happy since my dad. I've been with other girls but Sammy was different. She makes me feel things that I only read in about books, like how I can lose myself in her eyes, how comfortable I am whenever she is around, how even when we sit in silence it's amazing, how I told her about my dad when I never even talked to my mom about him. I have seen her care for me in ways that I always wanted someone to. I am not sure how or why but I am f*****g sure that I like her, like alot. She makes me happy. With all those thoughts running wild in my mind and making me crazy, I turned on the faucet and let the water roll all over me. I was happy.
Sammy's P.O.V:
She told me herself that she wants to leave and I won't stop her. I just want her to know why I was doing all this. I need her to know.
I was waiting on stairs for her to come down because I needed to talk to her. I heard her come towards the stairs and she stopped. She must have seen me waiting for her but I'm not sure if she wants to talk. She starts coming down and when she tried to pass by my side I scooted to my side hoping she'd sit but she just moves ahead. I hold her hand instinctively trying to talk to her and that's when I notice those cute cheeks, God ! she's looks so cute when she's blushing. I couldn't help but smile.
"What?"
"Can we talk.. before you.. leave?"
"No."
"Amber please. I need you to know. After that you can do whatever you want. I won't say anything." I begged.
"Okay. First promise me no more secrets."
"I don't believe in promises Amber." I told her honestly.
"Well, that's f****d up." she says freeing her hand. She looks at me for a min and then nodds.
"Awesome, I'll make breakfast and then we can talk about it."
"Nope. I will make breakfast for myself. I don't need any more favours from you"
"Do you know how to cook?" I asked, surprised.
"No, but I'll manage" she's trying to be angry with me but her face is not working with her.
"That should be fun" I laughed.
Next thing I know, this epitome of cuteness is trying to make herself breakfast while I am reading a book while watching her from the island. She connects her cell to my music system by bluetooth and starts one of my favourite songs. I am glancing at her from above my book, she is dancing to the beat and moving around while she is trying to make scrambled eggs.
I have never seen anyone struggle so much in making just scrambled eggs and I literally can't stop laughing and she hits me with egg shells.
"Oh no you didn't.." she laughs sticking out her tongue and I burst into laughter. She looks at me for some time with her beautiful eyes and then looks away when caught in action.
"You know you have something on your face right now" I tell her joining her and leaning my back against the counter.
"What? where? tell me."
"Right here..." I tell her by placing my finger on both her cheeks and she blushes even more. I am so mesmerized by her that my smile just won't go away.
"Uh_ okay. Let me make the breakfast and you just sit there and wait for me." Finally this stubborn girl agrees and smiles at me exposing her adorable dimples.
"What?"
"You.. you get dimples when you smile." my smile even bigger than before.
"Yeah. I hate them, that's why I never smile enough to let them out."
"Well, too bad. Because I love them" there they are again. The cutest dimples on earth. Damn! i love them.
Amber and I ate breakfast together while I made fun of her cooking and after that we cleaned dishes and the kitchen. We spent most of the morning just talking and making fun of eachother. It was an amazing start to this day. But I know I need to tell Amber everything and so I will.
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