When my personal life went for a toss, it was time for me to focus on my college other wise my career will be finished. So with lot of difficulties I paced up in my studies and covered up everything which I left behind.
I somehow cleared my exams and passed to twelveth grade. By this time all my friends were having boyfriends except me. During recess break, we were taking all nonsense stuff like all others. During which I asked,
" Girls why is no boy interested in me, like you all have boyfriends, but I don't I'm I that boring.?"
My friend said that "You know Sia it's not that your not good looking but the thing is our college boys are a bit scared of talking with you".
"What do you mean by that", I asked.
For that they said, "Sia darling You have a strong and short tempered attitude that it is making you unapproachable and that's why boys seem to be scared to ask you out".
" In short they are scared that you might break their heads", this is what my friends said.
After classes finished I went home and thought, " I'm I that difficult to approach? and I realised that in the past few years all my friends I had were girls, not even a single guy friend I had. The reason for this was my attitude and no s**t tolerated character. But I never thought that my this tough nature would make me single.
My only crush I had was my faculty in Zoology who was in his late twenties I guess, he was an expert in the subject but he had anger issues. My friends never failed to tease me for this and if by some co incidence I and this faculty wore same colour outfit they made my day a hell with their teasing.
But that was just crush..a healthy one, he was my idol in the subject and reason for me to study well.
Successfully I completed my secondary education but I couldn't get a selection in medical College due to low rank. Hence I chose Microbiology as a subject for my graduation and started going to graduation college of my choice.
The only regret I have was I wanted to opt for veterinary medicine as I love animals but my mother did not allow me and hence microbiology was a bit near to my dream subject.
* To be Continued *