Infactuation
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It was middle of the first year classes and me and my girl gang were completely enjoying our friendship, both Fiza and Joey helped with the studies and I helped them both in knowing the place bettee as both were new to my city.
Fiza had a boyfriend but he stayed in her hometown and so they were in a long time relationship. Joey's relationships never lasted long, and me the all time single. These two girls made it their job to find me a boyfriend.
I was so peculiar that I never had account in any of the social media apps. I mean I had f*******: but used it for watching videos, not much for chatting. So one day from some mutual friends a guy named Raj sent me friend request I accepted it. Looked his profile and he seemed good looking for me. We used to chat daily and it seemed I developed a crush on him, but was not sure if he felt the same.
During our normal conversations I asked him " do you have a girlfriend?" his immediate reply was " No I don't have any". Felt quite relieved with his response. So later that day he texted me to know why I asked him that question.
I thought for a while and said "I have crush on you, so I was just confirming to know weather I have hope or not". I don't know with what courage I said him this.
"Sia don't feel bad but I don't have any crush on you, sorry to hurt you".
"No that's fine, as long as you say truth I don't mind". though I said this deep down I was hurt a little bit, but we never stopped talking.
After a month I guess when we were taking, Raj texted me asking that do I still feel the same thing about him.
"Hey Sia, do you still feel the same about me"
"Feel what, I am not understanding your question".
"Do you still have crush on me.?"
"Yes I still have crush on you and that will remain even though you don't feel the same for me".
"Sia I don't know how you will take it, but we know eachother for quite a few days and I started to like you"
My heart was racing with that one sentence eh said.
"What does it mean you started liking me, can you be clear".
"Sia I LOVE YOU", that's it my heart stopped for a bit.
* To be Continued*
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