Am I that bad?
That year, I was 16 years old and had just started my freshman year at university. My parents had divorced when I was young, so I grew up mostly with my mother (although I would occasionally spend some time living with my father). When I was young, I was very cute and everyone loved me! As I got older, I only became more beautiful, and adults would say that I was a natural beauty who would captivate many men.
Because of this, my mother was very strict with me from a young age, and she meticulously disciplined me in every aspect of my life. As a result, I was an excellent student and a well-behaved daughter, both in terms of my behavior and my studies.
However, despite our seemingly good relationship, my mother and I didn't always see eye-to-eye. Like many girls my age, I had a bit of teenage rebellion in me, and while it may not have caused much harm in most girls' lives, for me it changed everything. That little bit of rebellion stained my previously pure and kind heart, and forever tarnished my precious virginity.
I only hope that this horrific memory can one day disappear from my life as though it never happened. But unfortunately, I am the kind of girl who remembers every detail of anything that has ever happened to me, and I cannot forget.
Perhaps it's because of my personality type - I'm an A-type Virgo, and girls like me typically have excellent memories. My brain is like a camera that captures every little detail of my life. This has caused me many problems, as I often get bogged down in trivial matters and lose sleep over them.
Or maybe it's because my parents divorced when I was only seven years old. For a growing child, a parental divorce can be a massive shock. In my young mind, I wanted to remember every minute that I spent with my parents, before they split up. And since my mother raised me mostly on her own, my childhood was a difficult one.
Because of my father's departure, my mother became very depressed and often needed my comfort and encouragement. After all, we only had each other in this world! As a result, I became an incredibly attentive and feminine person from a young age.
But it seemed that fate had something else in store for me, and my tragedy had only just begun.