Love not Lost

Chapter15

I called in to tell Alicia that I wasn’t coming into the spa today. She has been one of my most loyal workers, she is so straightforward, efficient, and hardworking. She has worked longest for me as a receptionist at the spa. I just love her easygoing attitude, the way she smiles always makes it seem as if she doesn’t have a problem have never seen her in a bad state of mind.

I do not know how she does it, I could have uncountable mood swings in a day especially when I was dating Tony. I would call him to tell him something important and that his stupid personal assistant would be the one to pick it up even when I told her not to pick up his calls no when he saw his missed call he would pick she would still repeat the same attitude. Tony had taken me for granted so much. We started to date when he had nothing to his name but when he had the money that have always prayed for him to have I wasn’t good enough again. I thought he was going to be my first and last but no, he had other options.

The heartbreak really ate me deep, i thought I wasn’t going to survive it, his level of betrayal was outrageous I felt like a fool. If I had not found out he was sleeping with her maybe I would have eventually found out when they had already gotten married.

After my messy breakup, I buried myself in my work more,wanting nothing to do with men. But I eventually met James when I went for a jog in the morning, he was my typical type of man, with long legs, broad shoulder, masculine and beardless. When he walked up to me, in his sleeveless red light-weight shirt and a black short ignoring him was impossible because I’d noticed him first even before he came to me. Whenever I go visit him he cooks for me and aftermath he still serves me good love making. I honestly do not know what I did to deserve him, when I was with Tony I thought there was nobody for me apart from him but then I found James. I never begged to get his attention even when his schedule is tight he makes time to communicate with me.

I stood by the window in my light pink robe, my hair pulled to the back with a coffee in my hand, i had just finished taking a hot bath. I watched as two ladies walked together laughing, they must be gossiping about the man walking in front of them, he was wearing skinny trouser with a pleating skirt on them,he had three ponytails braids in different colors long to his knees and a pink male shoe. The outfit was hilarious,such a fogy style he has, I know they must be more to the loud laughter. In as much as, have learnt to mind my business but somethings are just too funny and very hard not to acknowledge.

The two ladies made me remember the conversation, I’d with Angela and Bridgett yesterday. The gist about s*x got me the most. The way we were free with one another, made it seem as if we’ve known each other for years, although have known Bridgett for a year now this friendship is recent.

I felt a hand on my hips, i was the only one at home and I didn’t hear a knock at the door.

“My sunshine,” James said kissing my neck

“I know you are the one, you caught me unaware,” I said inhaling his smell

“That was my aim and I got you well”

“Am going to collect my key from you, are you a thief?” I said turning to him with my one hand on his neck

He collected the coffee cup from me and placed it on the table

“Yes I am, am here to steal your heart,” he said licking his lips

He pressed his wet lips on mine while I relaxed on the wall, i part my lips and he played with his tongue in my mouth.

He slid the velvet drape over the window, he came back to me, untie my robe, and let it fall on the floor.

He watched me naked and kissed my temple, i unbutton his shirt and his trouser and ran my hands on his bare chest, he quickly removed his shirt. I used my tongue to lick his n****e and he grunts holding my head to his body. He turned my back to the wall swiftly and thrust in and out of me, i moaned loudly. He turned me around facing him

I lifted my head to his mouth and kissed him roughly, he carried me up, with his hands grabbing onto my ass. He lay me down on the bed with his mouth not leaving my mouth. He pulls down his trousers with one of his hands.

He looked into my eyes with so much passion in his eyes

“I love you Felicia,” he said in his husky voice

He made love to me intensely, I dug my fingers into his back.

My body wanted to explode with pleasure, a tears dropped from my eyes

“I love you too,” I said in a low tune

The beep sound of my phone woke me up beside James, i quickly stood up from the bed, picked up my robe on the floor, and wrapped it around my body, I picked up the phone on top of the dressing table and sat on the chair in front of it.

It was a text from the group with the ladies.

“Have been looking up some locations online and am totally confused” I read a message from Bridgett

Angela created a group chat for the three of us, so we could communicate with each other at the same time. I had suggested it so we could deliberate on, were Bridgett would celebrate her birthday.

I looked over my shoulder, watching as James slept and snore softly. I’d just remembered that I told him I love him, I’d never said does words to him before, i hope he didn’t hear what I said or forgets about it.

The intimacy was very fantastic. I hope I can open my heart more to him and give him the love he deserves.