SELFLESS LOVE❤️

So basically, I was a freshman in high school, where I met this girl yeah, Her name was Juliet,and instantly I was In love with her, I mean love at first sight, like why know she was beautiful, she looked like everything a guy would want I girl and more ... and I thought that wasn’t real but I guess it was wrong. I asked a few of her friends for help so I could get to know this girl. So basically what her friends ask her was what her opinion about me and she said ‘I don’t particularly like him, why? , he’s cocky , overconfident, and too self absorbed’ so when the word came back to me I was devastated( cuz now I know she doesn’t like my personality and that isn’t something I was going to change to suit someone else), I mean I really like this girl yeah and to think that, that’s what she thinks about me I was heart broken.... so I said to myself you know what I doesn’t really matter anyways... and I focus on getting my grade, I mean if I can’t get the girl at least I should be able get my grades up.. so about a month went by and I still realize that I like this, and I decided, I think it’s best I talked to this girl myself so I picked a perfect time and place and what’s the best place to do so if not on the track where I made sure that I spent my whole time with her ...so the conversation didn’t turn out horrible for all I can remember I fell deeper in love with her , about a week went by and I thought why don’t you tell this girl how you truly feel about her and I thought yeah that’s a good idea what’s the worse that could happen, well I did that and the response I got was mind blowing and she was like ‘ yeah I think I like you too,’ first of all I needed to know how long,so she told me that it all started the day after track.. that she really liked the time we spent together, and I was like okay ... so I thought why not just ask her right away if she’d want to be my girlfriend( a little voice in my head told me wouldn’t that be rushing things) but I mean it’s been established that we both like each other so why not ask her right now? And I did, just as I hadn’t hoped she turned me down, well technically she said that’d be rushing thing so I thought Okay sure, we go on about our normal lives in school but this time things were different cuz we both know how we felt about each other , so it’ll the whole thing just felt good. We were on that for about a month and at the time it seemed appropriate like you know for us to get to know each other an all... cuz I for one couldn’t wait to call the girl my girlfriend.... and then one day she comes to school all mad and didn’t want to talk to anybody I included, so I thought It’s best I give her some space till she like calms down so I really know what the problem was... I mean we weren’t dating but we could share each other’s feelings and problem between ourselves....so it was right about 5th period and we were both free so she said she’ll like to talk me for a sec ....( I for one was happy that she came to me first and not to anyone else) so I said sure what’s wrong... and then she asks me ‘Why did you Think I declined the offer of being your girlfriend?’ And I was well I guess you thought I was rushing things and probably you weren’t ready.... and she was like nah! That the reason why she declined the offer was cuz she already had a boyfriend outside school....I was heartbroken for real this time