Christian I'm sitting on the sofa where Anna was lying before she disappeared after the front of the house had been bombed. Everyone is lending a hand cleaning up debris, and I'm sitting there with my hands running through my hair, worried about my mate. I'm finding it hard to believe that Anna could be pregnant, especially since we had only been intimate a few times. My mind was all over the place, and I couldn't keep a straight face no matter how far my thoughts went. "Christian, are you OK? You seem to be lost in thought." I snapped back to reality when I saw Ruby hunched over, looking concerned. "I'm fine, I just have a lot on my mind right now." I said, giving my best fake smile that I could put on my face right now. "My dear, I'm no fool. What is on your mind that has you looking li

