Invisibility

When you think of invisibility you think of a superpower but for me it is a curse. You are there but no one sees you, no one notices you, you don't get recognized. No matter how bright you shine all of your sins cover your success. You might be confused why I am talking about this? Well it's true. No matter what you do for other people they ignore it, they think you don't matter, you don't have feelings, they think that loving other people is wrong. Well, one thing I have learnt about this world is that no one changes.... Asteria: 'LEAVE ME ALONE, WHY DO YOU KEEP DOING THIS TO ME????!' 'CAUSE UR WEAK AND PATHETIC b***h' I groaned trying to get up from the girl pushing me down with her foot. I made it out of her reach, and, ran as fast as I could trying to get away, running past students, SNA'S and teachers, trying to stop me but I couldn't. Everyone kept asking me how I am but at times I don't know how to Fuckin answer that question. I can't tell them I feel worried and horrible because they won't care. They'll make me feel worse about my insecurities. I can't tell the teachers or even my parents they just don't care no matter what I tell them. I pant trying to get to the girls bathroom or just to a room where I can be safe from them from everyone. I hear someone opening the janitors closets door. I grab hold of something stiff and rough, to battle whatever is coming my way. But it's just my gi-- friend. It was Iris. 'ASTERA I AM HERE WHAT HAPPENED YOU STARTED TO RUN AND I COULDN'T CATCH UP WITH YOU.' 'Iris I am fine it was just those girls beating me up again 'YOU literally act like that's a normal thing for the most prettiest girl in the world!' 'stop making me blush Iris, you cringe machine' I exclaimed covering my scarred face with my sleeve, trying to cover my ruby covered face. 'Anyways, let me get you cleaned up-' 'I am fine you don't need to treat me like a baby okay, you can't be seen helping me remember' 'Fine then let's go to class' I groan trying to get up but I just slide down the wall. 'Okay maybe I do need some pampering' 'Wait a second, I need to get my medical kit, don't kill someone without me' she hollered grinning at me before she left into the hall. I don't know what it was about her that made me.like..her.... But I knew it wasn't what I thought it was love it just couldn't be. She was special in more ways I could ever dream of. But she was different than all of them. Different something I loved.