Lost Without You

"Are you really sure na doon ka parin mag-aaral?" Tanong sa akin ni Mommy for the last time. "Yes Mommy." Pinal na sagot ko. "I know na concern kayo sa kalagayan ko Mom but I am really okay My friends are there. Ayoko na pong lumipat pa po ng school one year na lang naman na po gagraduate na po ako sa Senior High." Pagcoconvince ko kay Mommy. Mommy's concerned is the rumored s*x videos that spreading in our school. Ang laman ng s*x video ay ako at ang ex-boyfriend kong si John. Pinatawag si Mommy ng principal dahil dito. Mommy is schocked also to the s*x video that our principal shown to her. Mom is in her wide eyes watching the video. Napapakunot ang noo at napapailing pa ang ulo. Nangyari ang lahat ng ito ng kasagsagan ng campaign period for the next leader of the next school year. Habang papasok ako ay nararadaman ko na iba ang tingn sa aking ng mga nakakasalubong kong estudyante sa hallway. May iba na nanghuhusga at may iba naman na parang may pagnanasa. Yung iba naman halos di tumingin sa akin. Dahil dito ay mabilis akong naglakad ng hallway patungo sa classroom namin but I was not able to because someone grabbed my hand. "Dion, what are you doing?" Halos makaladkad nya na ako sa sobrang bilis nyang maglakad. Hindi nya pinansin ang tanong ko at direretso lang sa paglakad ng mabilis. Before I knew it I found myself inside the Supreme Government Office. "Why did you bring me here president? May meeting ba tayo? Hindi pa ako nagpapaalam sa teacher sa first class ko." Nagmamadali kong pinihit ang door knob para magpaalam sana sa teacher ko pero mabilis akong naunahan ni Dion. Madilim ang mukha nya at nag aalpasan ang mga muscles sa panga nya. I kinda feel scared to his intimidating aura but at the same time find him sexy. Fuck. Mali 'to. May boyfriend ako. I shouldn't feel this way to someone other than my boyfriend. "President Dion. Bakit mo hinaharangan ang pinto? Magpapaalam muna ako sa teacher ko. Magagalit yon at i-ma-mark ako as absent or worst cutting classes if hindi ako nagpaalam." Instead of answering he handed me his phone . Kahit nagtataka ay kinuha ko ito mula sa kanya. What is his problem? Hindi man lang magsalita. Weird. Umiling na lang ako at tiningnan ang nasa phone nya. At doon ko nakita ang video na gigimbal sa buhay ko. Fuck. Its me and John. My discreet boyfriend. At first we are kissing until his kisses went to my neck down to my n*****s. He asked to do the same to him so I did. The video doesn't stop there. What more schoking is that I am sucking his big d**k until it cannot be seen. That big member of his can be seen to my neck I mean not me. Its not me. After a minute of feasting that beast d**k John f****d me from behind. They are moaning in pleasure. Sarap na sarap sa kababuyang ginagawa. Before I finished the video Dion grabbed the phone from me. What the f**k? Who the hell is in the video? Boyfriend ko si John. Oo matagal nya ng gustong may mangyari sa amin pero never ako pumayag na may mangyari sa amin. We kissed. Pero never pa kami umabot sa s*x. "Now tell me. How are you going to explain this?" Tanong ni Dion habang tinatanong ko rin sa sarili ko kung paano nangyari iyon. "For pete's sake. You're running for Spreme Student Government President. You think mamananalo ka pag kumalat to?" "You believe on that video?" Tanong ko sa kanya? "And how did you get that video?" Nag aalalang tanong ko. Even if the video is not true hindi parin pwedeng kumalat ang s*x video na 'yon. It will become issue. Iisipin nila na bakla ako. I am not out. And the election is just about a week. I am done if this fake video spread. f**k. "Yung nasa video hindi ako yon." I sighed trying to calm myself down. "Am I supposed to believe that? Its you and your f*cking boyfriend John." Kaunti lang nakakaalam na boyfriend ko si John. I don't know where Dion get it, but I never tell him. To be honest at this point in time I have no idea how many people knew about my relationship with John. "Its not me okay. Obviuosly its editted. Though it seems like its really me but its not me." Depensa ko. I don't know whom I am trying to convince kung si Dion ba o ako. The video seems true. Kung hindi ko lang alam sa sarili na hindi ito totoo, I will believe on that video too. "Believe me president. That video is not true. I am telling the truth. I will not do that." A tear fell from eyes. Hindi ko namalayan na tumulo na pala ang luha sa aking mga mata. My knees fell from the ground as a stream of tears rushing through my cheeks. Dion enveloped me in his arms. Drying my tears using the back of his hand. "President that video. Even if its not true it can't be spread." Aniko at yumakap ng pabalik sa kanya. "Hush.Hush.Don't cry. I'll do what I can do." He patted my head trying to calm me down.