♥ Janine's Precious Journal ♥ 30th of May, Hours passed by like days that I've already lost count. I've been bound to the four corners of this room of mine since the very first moment I had arrived in this world when I didn't even want to. I kept asking myself: Why am I feeling this? It's odd, and it's just so sickening. I have no other things to do but to curl up on my bed while I rest my head up against the wall, patiently witnessing my tears full of hurt fall into my knees. I no longer know who I am nor the reason for my whole existence. We brought you into this world and you are under my roof! Well, first of all, just like I already said, I didn't sign up for any of this. I didn't want to be here, I didn't ask to be here. They're the ones who asked and wanted for someone like me

