Chapter 3
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Chapter 3
LALA'S POV
"What are you doing here?" My heart throbbing so hard when I saw who it was.
How?
She found out?
Does she know something?
My throat felt dry when I saw who it really was.
"L-Lola." that's the only word that I could utter when I saw Lola Pasing. She was looking at the surrounding to check if there was anyone who saw them.
But before I can say anything, she pulled me away from this place.
I've been staring and hugging my knees since a while ago. I'm still with Lola Pasing while the other maids are already sleeping in the maids area peacefully.
Even if she doesn't speak, I can still feel her stares on me as if wanting to say something.
A look baring so many questions, but she's still waiting for me to speak first.
"Lala." she called. She sat on my bed where i was and even if the lights were out in my room, I can still see the worry in her eyes.
"Did something happen? you've been silent since a while ago." I suddenly felt nervous again when she asked that.
I don't really know how to explain what happened to her.
I felt so ashamed.
I.. felt so scared of what I did.
I don't know how to say that I gave myself to someone who didn't deserve it.
To a man who doesn't love me at all.
I knew what I did was wrong, I shouldn't have let myself get carried away by what I felt.
But there's nothing I can do to rewind what happened.
I don't know how to face things that could possibly come, because of the mistake I did.
"I woke up without you here so I looked for you. Why did you go to the second floor? It's a good thing you weren't seen by Sir Connor or else you would've gotten scolded again."
wait.
She doesn't know anything?
She didn't saw it?
I wanted to ask, but i decided not to speak. It's better that she doesn't know anything.
This is better, than her knowing the truth.
"It's nothing, L.a" I added. "I'll go to sleep Lola. Good night.” I laid down on the bed where she also did with my back against her. I just couldn't face her with this guilt from not being able to say the truth.
I'm sorry Lola.
I know I am wrong.
Forgive me, but I have to keep this a secret from you.
Lala didn't notice the tears that started to fall from her eyes as she falls a sleep.
CONNOR'S POV
Connor woke up from the loud ring of his phone. He groaned at tried to reach his cellphone that was placed above the table.
"Argh! f**k!" he grumbled as he laid on his chest still trying to reach his phone just to stop the loud ringing that's making his head ache.
As soon as he reached it, he immediately turned off the call of whomever it and threw the phone on the bed.
Brushing his hair with his finger, he leaned on the headboard of the bed.
"Oh, s**t!" He shouted when he realized he was naked. Although this is no longer a shock for him due to getting drunk.
After a while, Connor went out from the bath with a towel covering his lower parts while one of his hands holds the towel for his wet hair.
Connor stopped his action when his phone began to ring again. He didn't have a choice but to find the phone he threw a while ago under the comforter.
But when he pulled the comforter, his eyebrows creased upon seeing a red stain on his bedsheet.
Fuck. What is this?
LALA’S POV
I looked on my sides trying to find him. And finally saw him on the living room where he looks like he's about to leave.
"S-Sir Connor." I couldn't even think and even held his wrist to stop him.
He looked back with his eyes cold as ice.
Why?
Why is he looking at me this coldly?
Why does it seem like there's something wrong?
He stared at my hand that was holding his wrist and it seemed that he didn't like what I did.
"What do you think are you doing?" He asked boldly with apparent displeased.
"S-sir, I w-wanted to talk to you." I started while stuttering while cold sweats started to flow through out my whole body with how he was staring at me.
"I j-just want to say, what happend last nig--" I couldn't finish what I was going to say when I heard someone scream.
"Babe!" said by a women who just arrived taking both of our attention.
She kissed Sir Connor's lips and even sticked her body to him. I just don't know why these actions causes so much pain in my chest. Wait.... Babe? What's this?
"So let's go? I've been waiting for you in the car. You were taking so long so I decided to follow you he--" She couldn't finish what she was saying when she saw my hand holding Sir Connor's wrist.
Her expression suddenly soured and it looks like this woman has some attitude.
"Who is she?"
Connor looked at me so boredly and said,
"She's no one." I felt like a bucket of ice was poured on me and a pang of pain in my heart when he said that. Like what? no one?
Why is it like this?
What's happening?
I was baffled on what's happening but the heaviness in my chest is still stronger.
"She is one of my maids here. I don't even know why she's talking to me." He said shaking his head.
And before I can even say something, Connor took my hands off his wrist and with that I felt like my world is falling apart.
They then turned their backs on me. The girl held his arm at walked away with Connor.
While I... was left there as if I my feet were nailed on the floor... I just couldn't move.
Why? Why is it hurting so bad like this?
Lala didn't even noticed the tears falling down on her cheeks.
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