Chapter Twenty:
Taking a shower makes me feel refreshed and feel less like I am slowly turning myself into a failure but it definitely does not give me the desire to go out. That takes a lot more than a shower to come by. That is exactly why I always fill myself with alcoholic drinks that make me feel like my brain has shrunk ten times whenever I have to go out and party. I will not lie and say being stupid and allowing myself to be stupid because I have absolutely no control is totally no fun, there is that too.
I am certain that I cannot drink for this thing that Jax is putting me up to and I am also certain that I have no idea what I actually require.
"That took forever! What were you doing in there, scrubbing your internal organs?" Jax is still waiting on the bed after all the tim
