The last virgin

when things gets worse

Episode 3

my mom came to my room to find out what the problem was , she was shocked to see me in tears , she asked me what the problem was , she told me that I can always count on her if there is something that is bothering me. I looked at her in the face but couldn't bring my self to tell her what was bothering me . yes my mom is a trust worthy person who you can tell every thing that is bothering you , a person you can always count on but I couldn't bring myself to tell her what is killing me emotionally . I lied to her telling her I have menstrual pain , she asked me how I was feeling and I told her that I was not feeling okay . she suggested that we go to the hospital for a better treatment but I quickly discarded the suggestion because once I go to the hospital the will discover that it wasn't a menstrual pain .

So she left me and went back to the dinning to finish her food while I continue to carry my cross . I changed from a happy girl to being a sad girl , I now isolate my self from my friends and siblings . I became the shadow of my self , I was dieing emotionally and couldn't help it . I started losing my mental health because the trauma was too much for me to bear but I couldn't open up to anyone . my siblings were the first to notice that I now talk to my self , laugh and move around talking to unseen forces . the were terrified at my behavior of recent . the told my parents and they confirmed the same thing so the quickly rushed me to a therapist . my few days at the hospital I didn't know what was wrong with me because to me I seemed fine so why would they bring me to this place , that was my question but little did I know that I was losing it , before I Know what is happening days turn into weeks and weeks into month , three month flew by and I was responding to treatment and was coming back to my senses . I started picking my self up and putting my life together , I started building my self esteem back again but I couldn't bring myself to call my self a woman again because I thought that I have lost everything and there is nothing that can be done again . within my five months of staying there I came back to the girl I was before the ugly incident and once again I became happy . I left the hospital back to my house , my attitude changed back to who I was before the incident and my parents were so happy that I was back to my self again . I went back to school with every one congratulating me on quick recovery , I thanked them for there concern .I started again now I have moved to a new class which is Jss 3 , a class were I will write my junior waec and enter senior secondary School . During my schooling I began to notice that I now desire to see the old man , my father's friend , the r****t . I now desire to have s*x with him , even in my dreams at night I do see my self having s*x with him .

one-day I decided to visit him at his house , I reached knocked and he came out surprised to see me . I asked him if I can enter he said yes and opened the door for me to enter .

to be continued......