The last virgin

the dark side of my life

Episode 2

As I lay down there allowing him have his way ,many thoughts came running through my head " what will become of me after this , what will my life turn into , how can I face the crowd again , how can I be able to return back to school again , how will people see me after this " . I lost my self esteem , my dignity as a woman , my virginity to that beast in form of a human , I lost it to that r****t . As I lay down there in rained abusive words on him , cursing him and his generations to come .

He fu**ked me like a slot , my whole body was on fire more especially my pu*sy which he enters and comes out in a very fast pace . He came out of me fearing that if he continues that I may pass out from there , he threatened to kill me if I should open my mouth and tell anyone what transpirer between us , in fear I accepted it and decided to keep it to my self for the sake of my life .

He helped clean me up , changed my underwear and clothes , helped finish the remaining of my laundry and the stained bed spread and my clothes . He washed and rainsed them and spread them so as to cover the evidence that something took place in my house . He left leaving me now to my fate , my whole body was in pain as I lay down there on the bed . I couldn't imagine that my father's best friend could do this to me , there on the bed many thoughts ran through my head " will life ever be the same again , will I ever be able to pick up my pieces together ever again , will I ever be addressed as a woman ever again " . I cried my eyes out knowing fully that it will never bring back what I have lost , I said to my self " if only I could turn back the hands of time , that I would never be in this situation " , I cried my heart out but there was no one around to console me .

my parents came back and found me sleeping , the were surprised because I don't sleep during the evening hours , so the left me only for me to turn back and watch them leave . yes you would say that I didn't do well but I have my reasons , my mom is the type of person that can sense anything from a distance, that why I decided to keep my distance from them . I don't know what the will think of me if the founds out I have lost my virginity , my pride . That why I have avoid to them for the time being.

my siblings came back and saw me laying down but wasn't sleeping , the saw my facial expressions and noticed that I was moody , the inquired to know why I was moody but if only I could open my mouth and tell them but I was afraid of my life so I kept my mouth shut . I told them that I was fine , the said okay and left me to cry my heart out , I cried to there was no more tears in my tear gland . I lay down there until it became dark and it was time for dinner , my siblings came and called me that dinner is ready but I told them that I was fine , that I was not hungry . the were surprised of my mood today but the just couldn't understand , the went back to the dinning and told my parents my answer . immediately my mom noticed that something was amis and started heading down to my room

to know what was wrong .

to be continued........