Mate I never wanted

Comforts of a warm bed

Vivian

The darkness around me was still thick. It was impossible to see or smell anything, but the I guess it was good because I no longer felt like I was in complete agony as I had been just a few moments ago.

Actually, the pain was barely noticeable at all.

My lower stomach was no longer feeling like it was going to be ripped from inside out, but something felt off. I was feeling a bit too warm, like suffocating too warm. And there were slight tingles all over my body.

It took a while for the darkness around me to clear away for me to notice anything other than the pain and slight tingles. Only then did I realize that I was not alone. Felling a bit panicky that m instincts did not kick in to protect myself I took a deep breath and a familiar scent reached my nose. This scent explained a lot. This was the scent that I tried to forget and push out of my mind for the last couple of days. A scent that awakened a deep-rooted desire in my chest that I wanted to ignore no matter what.

Slowly, I pealed my eyes open, and I was met with beautiful silvery gray hair and a neck that smelled so divine. I could not stop myself from sniffing the skin in front of me, and my mouth started to water. Even without tasting it, I knew that it would taste divine. I knew that if I tasted him right now, I could not stop myself.

Desire in my lower belly started to cause cramps. Painfully deep cramps that forced a little sound of pain and distress out of my mouth. It felt like something just below my stomach contracted over the complete emptiness in me... emptiness that craved to be filled and a whiny sound of need left my mouth this time, instead of the one of pain.

A gentle hand started to move on my back, right over the spot that was so painfully empty. It started to draw little circles that relaxed my body instantly. With a simple touch, it made me feel a lot better. The aching soothed and I leaned more into his body.

"Shh... it's okay little wolf."

The low rumble of his voice vibrated right next to my ear, and it sent a wave of shivers down my spine. It drew out another whiney cry and I leaned more into him. Feeling the pull of his body.

My leg found their way over his body, and now I was completely wrapped around him.

I think he took my reaction to him as encouragement because, not a moment later, his hands moved lower, and now he was completely wrapped around me. He was pulling me even closer to him, while his hands gripped my ass, pressing my lower body into his hard length. That simple contact between my painfully empty core and his hard length forced a cry of need to leave my mouth. He chuckled at my reaction and forced us both to roll over, so I was under him. A moment later, he pulled back, and now we were staring at each other. His pupils dilated and almost black again, but this time they were different from last time... there was intent behind them and a sense of clear mind, but I did not really care about it. All I cared about was the growing need in my core and everything in me screamed that he was the only one that could feed that need.

Another whimper of need left my mouth, and he leaned in to capture it with his, crashing his lips into mine and swallowing the desperate whimpers that left my mouth.

His lips were moving against mine and all I could do was cling to him with all I had. My body wrapped around his again, but he positioned me in a way that aligned both of our lower bodies, to the point where I felt his hard length into my weeping core. With every little movement I felt more and more of him pressed against me and all I could do was cry out in pleasure and ride little waves of heat and pleasure.

His lips got bolder and bolder as his tongue traced the line between my lips, making way for his tongue into my mouth. With heat and intent, his tongue danced around and all I could do was whine and cry from the pleasure he was giving me.

The hands on my ass started to move higher as they reached the edge of the shirt I was wearing, and slowly they slipped under it. Suddenly, I felt his skin against mine... it felt like it was burning me, but at the same the burning was so pleasurable.

Lucien

My body froze when I heard those words leave his mouth.

She was in the hospital...

"What the hell happened?"

My voice was a growl, and it forced Richard to freeze in front of me.

"They didn't give me details, but apparently she fainted during the training and was rushed to the medics. As of now there is no more information."

Something inside of me froze as dread and worry started to build.

What happened?

Is she okay?

Is she sick?

Did something happen to her?

Was it my fault?

All this worry was not something I was used to. On a normal day, there was only one person that I cared about and it was my mother.

But now Vivian...

The idea of her in pain gripped something in my chest that I was not in the mood to acknowledge or care about.

"Where is she right now?"

"In the medicine room, they were still running tests as I contacted them."

In silence, I nodded and started walking.

From the outside, I know that I looked like my usual cold self... but inside... inside there were emotions... worry and maybe even regret. I shook those feelings away and concentrated on walking. As I was walking up to the clinic, I got myself under control... well, until I saw her looking so pale in the bed that everything in my body froze.

She looked so delicate and white in that bed, completely unlike her, I was used to seeing now… there was no fire in her eyes or confidence in which she moved all the time. The medics in the room noticed me and almost all fell to their knees, greeting me, but all I could care about was her health and what was going on.

"Your highness... what a pleasant surprise, but what are you doing here?"

“What happened to her?”

I pointed to Vivian, trying to seem as interested as if I was just asking out of decency or general curiosity.

"A girl has been brought here. After fainting, but that is all that I can disclose to you, as you are not a relative of anything like that... so we cannot tell you anything."

Shit, I totally forgot.

Officially we are together, but there is still not a complete claim. So there goes my plan of staying completely unknown…

"Hmm... I am her mating match, and we are engaged."

Silence filled the room as the doctors looked at me and then her, then turned back to me. Then they met each others eyes and after a moment the one that looked like the leader of the team started talking.

"She mainly fainted because of not meeting her body's needs. She was severely dehydrated and hungry. We have her on an IV and we are settling her fluids back in order. The only problem left is the effect of the pregnancy suppressant."

"What effect?"

"Well, as a werewolf, her hormones are sensitive, but this is a bit more than that. There is also the fact this affects the animal more than the human form... there are just so many emotions and feelings connected to something like this, especially for the animal side... these drugs have some side effects that affect emotional control, but it’s not what will be hardest to take control of… it has one strong side effect and is the reason why it’s only prescribed to hybrids that have a mating partner… the strongest side effect have a lot of similarities to heat... so for the next few days she will be experiencing like a real heat, without the real heat starting."

My brain froze once again as I stared at them and then my eyes turned to her... she was practically in heat and more than anything else, I wanted to take care of her through this heat.

I swallowed hard as I took deep breaths to calm myself down, to keep myself grounded, but it was close to impossible as I watched her stir a little and all I wanted to do now was crawl into bed with her and just forget everything. The need to do just that was suffocating me and I was not sure that I could ignore this need for a long time.