Alex:
I was walking towards her and could see her pain through her eyes. They were closed, but she said a lot with them. I agree because of my aura, she was afraid of me at this moment, but she closed them, so I couldn't see her tears.
She was doing a bad job as her tears were streaming down from her closed eyes. I had a strong urge to hug her and wipe her tears. I wanted to hold her tight and never let go, but she was the one who pushed me away. What option did I have?
I had promised myself that I will always keep her happy. But look at me now. Causing all this pain to the woman I claim to love more than myself. But I think I am getting some kind of satisfaction. I guess it’s nourishing my male ego that she rejected me and now I am causing all this pain to her.
But at the same time, I
