Nicolle:
He was Alex, and he thought that I cried because I had s*x with him. s**t.
I cried because every time I see someone in love, all I can remember is him. That's why I don't want to be in a relationship for the rest of my life. I can't have him, but I can't love someone else too. I will die thinking about him.
He will be once again broken thinking that I hated him so much that I let out tears thinking we spent a night together. I have to clear it. I will meet him and talk about everything. I will share everything with him.
I will open up my heart. I will tell him, it's Mrs. Colton who forced me. But what if he becomes angry. Worse, what if he agrees to Mrs. Colton and leaves me. Am I strong enough to face his rejection?
How selfish of me. I am burning him in this fire, and savi
