Ready For Love?

Chapter 22

I'm not sure if it was this man was damn good at what he does, or if my body was so desperate for attention that he felt like a skilled craftsman... in the downstairs area.

The build-up was quick. My body instantly lapping up all the attention… I could almost hear it saying ‘yay, the real thing’. Everyone’s a critic.

I screamed and convulsed with each wave as my orgasm crashed over me, sending me off into the stratespher I swear!

He continued to suck my c**t gently letting me rid out the waves of ecstasy before he gave me one last lick. He gently moved my feet off his shoulders and stood up.

I lay there boneless watching him with dazed eyes as he took off his jeans and boxers. His large d**k standing at attention.

My p***y throbbing to be filled but my mind wondering if he was going to fit.

He quickly rolled on a condom which made me snap to attention and shuffle back on the bed before he stalked towards me.

He gave me one last big lick from p***y to c**t making me shudder again before he licked his way up my torso. I certainly wasn’t complaining about how he seemed to like to lick everything.

I was surprised how I didn't feel his short beard that much. Is that normal? Well, I suppose it is quite soft, actually a LOT softer than what I thought it would be.

He pulled one n****e back into his mouth and kneaded the other with his large hand as he nestled between my thighs.

I ran my fingernails down his back gently, making him shudder. He quickly switched to my other n****e but only giving it a little attention before he licked his way back up to my mouth and plunged his tongue back into my mouth.

The kiss was slow, sensual and surprised me. Then I felt it, he slid the head of his manhood up and down between my folds, making me squirm.

I wrapped my legs around him as much as I could to try and pull him in, making him chuckle into my mouth.

Finally, he slowly started to enter me. The stretch delicious and all-consuming. I knew he was big, but damn, was I not even close to running in the opposite direction at any time.

I tilted my hips up to take more as one of his hands went under my ass and held it firmly at that angle. His other arm holding him just above me.

I was more than happy to be squished though.

Pulling out slightly, he pushed back in fully, this time filling me to the hilt. And you know what? It felt amazing, more than amazing.

He broke the kiss to groan and look down to watch as he pulled out a little and thrust back in harder. Why do they do that?

“You feel so good.” He practically growled as he picked up his pace.

He kept a slow, hard pace making me feel how powerful he was. My body responding and loving every second as I enjoyed feeling his back muscles move.

His lips were gentle this time as they touched mine. This wasn’t what I was expecting.

He moved his hips and suddenly hit a spot I forgot existed. I gasped, making him smirk into the kiss and almost make him determined to hit it over and over again.

My eyes rolled into the back of my head as I let the sensations take over my body. His thrusts grew stronger, more determined as I got more than lost to the feel of him in me and surrounding me. The coil in me winding tighter and tighter as I gripped his back harder, needing him closer as he licked my neck and tweaked my n****e. That seemed to be all my body needed as it sent me over the edge.

Euphoria taking over me as I screamed out my release again.

Reid started pounding into me, making my orgasm extend. Damn! I have been missing out.

My voice was hoarse, my throat dry, my head spinning, and my body spent by the time he grunted out his release and almost collapsed on top of me. His arms only just holding him above me.

Rip POV

She is home.

I meant to take it slow, but I never meant to make love to her.

Everyone here has scars of some type… or will eventually. Her scars are for the miracles that she calls her children. I never appreciated it before, but on this woman those silvery marks are f*****g sexy.

I wanted to lick along every line. I wanted to trace them all and get to know every inch of her and make her feel it. Make her feel her body as a f*****g sexy siren.

She tasted and felt amazing. Her facial expressions were adorable. The way she held onto me made me want to possess her more.

I kept it as slow and as gentle as I could, knowing her body had to adjust to me, get to know me. Even though to me, it felt like we were meant to be.

Fuck I’ve turned soft. No one would expect me to think like this, ever.

I stayed inside her for a moment longer, just to enjoy the connection… and the look on her face. If her facial expression is anything to go by, she enjoyed herself and I did my job to make sure it was good for her too.

I may be an asshole, actually no, a complete cunt, as my last Australian contact called me, but if I’m going to be with a woman, I try to make sure she enjoys it as well.

There are only a few who would dare call me a cunt to my face. I bet he would get a kick out of knowing I’m chasing an Aussie girl.

I gave Annie one last slow kiss before I pulled out and went into the bathroom, telling her I’ll be right back.

I try to be quick as I don’t know how she is going to feel, where her emotions are going to go.

I’m worried if I leave her alone long enough, she might spiral. Having dealt with trauma, loss and PTSD for a long time, and having trained in how to read people and situations. I know that memories and emotions can be easily triggered by the smallest of things.

This isn’t small. She has just given me her first time since becoming a widow. That’s something big that could trigger her. Even if I think of it as a gift, that makes me want to puff out my chest in pride.

Yep, I’m finally f*****g losing my mind.

I grab a washcloth and head back in and find her still in the same position, staring at the ceiling.

I gently kneel on the bed and rub my hand down her arm. “Can I clean you up or would you prefer to?” I give her the option and make sure she realizes I’m back.

She takes a sudden deep breath before getting up, avoiding eye contact. “I’ll do it. I’ll take another quick shower if that's alright.”

I let her get up before I pulled her into my chest and tipped her chin up. “Look at me.”

She took another deep breath and I could see her steeling herself before she looked up at me. She was trying to give me a smile, one I’m sure she thought was reassuring.

“Are you alright? You can talk to me. I won’t be offended if you're confused or unhappy or regretting it.”

She raised a brow and smirked. “Big enough ego to handle a regret, huh?” She tried to sass.

“Yep. Absolutely.” I smirked back before I ran my hand down her cheek. “You did nothing wrong. We did nothing wrong… I just rocked your world is all.” That had her let out a small laugh.

I could see so many emotions flashing through her eyes, but they didn’t stay long enough to really catch. I had a very good idea though of what they could be.

“I… I thought… I don’t know.” She sighed and laid her head on my chest.

I wrapped my arms around her and held her tightly. My Annie.