Ready For Love?

Chapter 21

By the time we reached his room, I knew my face was flushed as I had thought about him pounding into me and getting rid of all the cobwebs and ‘out of order’ signs on my vjay-jay.

Actually, it wasn’t just my face, my whole body was on fire with nerves and desire, as I felt a throbbing I hadn’t felt for a long time.

He pushed in the code to his room and opened the door for me to go in first.

OK, I am going to do this. I am! I'm a woman! A woman with needs! He said he could make me feel like a woman… didn’t he?

There were so many different parts of me saying different things from 'this isn't you', 'you don't know him', 'go for it girl', 'about time'... but none as loud as my vjay-jay that was really screaming 'do it'.

I walked in and gripped my top and pulled it over my head as I walked, so I didn’t chicken out. If we were going to do this, he had to see everything. No hiding in the dark.

He has to see the stretch marks on stretch marks. I was one of those lucky ones that by 6 months pregnant, was covered in stretch marks right up to under my boobs, no matter what oil, moisturizer, anything I put on twice a day. Those white silvery lines were never going away and if he wanted me, he had to want all of me.

Cam never cared, he said it was sexy how my body showed what it had to do to bring our children into the world.

Now a man more stunning than the movies, was now faced with my stretchmarks and my mummy tummy, that will NEVER be flat again… unless I pay a fortune to have it nipped and tucked.

Turning back to Reid, the door was closed behind him as he never took his eyes off mine. I swear his eyes had turned a darker shade as he definitely looked more like a predator.

It made my nerves calm down and actually feel desired... or was it just because he hadn't looked down?

“Take your top off.” I said with as much confidence as I could, and put my hands on my hips… maybe thrusting my chest out a little bit. Just a little... lot.

His cut and t’shirt were off and thrown to the side in the blink of an eye.

OH, WOW… I nearly dropped to my knees and crawled to him.

His body was f*****g perfection. Not just perfection, above perfection where there isn’t a word.

I have never seen a chest, pecks, abs, v-line… up close.

But surprisingly, his eyes stayed on mine and he didn’t advance any closer. Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

No! I can do this!

So I reached behind me and… hesitated. No, I can do this. I quickly unhooked my bra and threw it to the side.

He finally took a step forward, but stopped at only one.

We both didn’t move for a moment, and I started to chicken out until he undid the top of his jeans.

I don’t know how he kept his eyes on mine, because mine went instantly to his hands and the massive bulge straining against the zipper.

Eyes up! Eyes up!

He undid the button and zip before kicking off his shoes and taking off his socks.

Oh yeah! Shoes and socks…. I have ballet slippers on. Easier!

I quickly slid them off and kicked them to the side.

I then undid the top of my jeans as well, but only just got the zip done when his patience must have slipped.

One of his large hands was under my chin titling it up and the other was on my waste pulling me to him as his mouth crashed to mine. I nearly melted even more as the hand that was on my chin, was now on the back of my neck, almost holding me in place.

Which I promise you I wasn’t going anywhere!

Our tongues instantly danced as I moaned, and he groaned, pulling me closer again.

My n*****s and breasts squished against his hard chest, making me almost pant from the feeling.

I ran my fingers up his back, enjoying every ridge and muscle. My thoughts going to how I’d love to drizzle chocolate on it and lick it off.

Oh, put that in the memory banks for tomorrow night... damn, ghost tour.

Slowly he moved us around, so the back of my legs hit his bed. He held on tight though so I didn't tumble backwards.

He broke the kiss to search my face. “Can I take off your pants and thong?” His voice was extra-deep and damn, did I not nod like an i***t who couldn’t speak... because I couldn't.

He gave me one last kiss as his large hands hooked into the side of my jeans and g-string. Yes, I made sure to put on something sexy before… just in case. Slowly he pulled them down until he had to bend down to take them further.

He kissed my body as he went from my neck to my chest before he swirled his tongue around my n****e. f**k yes! Then licked down to my belly button where he tapped on the back of one leg, so I lifted it, letting him pull my pants off the leg. Then did the same with the other.

The whole time he had his eyes boring into mine. Extra f*****g hot.

My body was more than on fire. His tongue felt so good and the fact that he licked along my stretch marks, not seeming to be repulsed, made me almost sigh in relief.

Once everything was tossed to the side, he licked his way back up to my other breast and swirled his tongue around that n****e before slowly standing up. I didn't get a chance to enjoy it though as licked up to my chin before his tongue took over my mouth again. Both his large hands cupped my ass as he leaned into me so much that I nearly fell backwards onto the bed, before he lifted me up, making me wrap my legs around him.

I didn't get a chance to admire how strong he was as my back hit the bed and his body covered mine. God I've missed this! Even just the feel of a man on top of me, just the weight, the secureness... if that makes sense.

His large arms caged me in as he finally broke the kiss to lick down my neck again. I'm seeing a pattern here...

I moaned as he took my breast fully into his mouth. My hands going into his hair like I had imagined… I can finally admit it now. His other large hand trailed down my side until it hooked under my knee, and he held it against him. That in itself had me wanting to scream at him to just take me all ready.

My core was throbbing and ready now!

But I have to admit that my poor breasts did deserve some attention too, so I really shouldn't complain.

He let go of one breast with a pop before going for my other one, making my back arch as far as it could go. This time I had my eyes closed as I let every sensation take over my body. Damn it felt so good!

He licked down until he was kneeling on the bed. He grabbed me by my calf muscles and yanked me to the edge of the bed, making me let out a small squeal of surprise.

I didn't have a moment to think about my embarrassment though, as he pushed my legs wide open, placing my feet on his shoulders. My neglected p***y fully on display. I really did wonder if there was an out-of-order sign or cobwebs he would have to remove.

I only had a moment to think, though before using his fingers he parted my folds and licked me from p***y to clit.

My hips almost buckrf off the bed, if it wasn’t for him holding me down.

He groaned as I gasped and looked down to see his heated eyes staring at my face.

The way he was always looking at me was… intimate. Was it too intimate? Thoughts are for tomorrow though... as he swirled his tongue around my clit then sucked it into his mouth.

My head dropping back onto the bed as I gripped his hair.

For a man who said he has never gone down on a bunny, he has gone down on someone before… or watched some damn good instructional videos.

I’m very happy for him to camp down there for the rest of the night… is that being a bit selfish?