Ready For Love?

Chapter10

I studied her face for a moment before cupping the side of her cheek, needing to touch skin. It was so soft, I had to taste it as well. There was no stopping me now, as I lowered my head to her neck on the other side. My tongue carving its way up the side of her neck, making her gasp as my pants became impossibly tight.

“When was the last time you felt like a woman?” Yeah, that sounded dumb.

But the shiver that went down her spine and the goosebumps that appeared said she liked it.

“I… I…”

I loved that she couldn’t find her words.

I couldn't stop myself from playing with the goosebumps with my tongue. She tasted salty, yet sweet and smelt amazing. I was drawn to her in nothing but a possessive and predatory way. A way I had never felt before especially now that I had her in my arms.

After licking and tasting, I kissed my way back down enjoying the way she was responding to me, but I needed more. It wasn't just a want, it was a primal need to have all of this woman.

My hands slowly making their way up her top. I nearly moaned as I finally felt the delicate skin making her squirm and shiver.

Anne POV

HOLY f*****g HELL!

My body is on fire as my vjay-jay screams for action. Cobwebs trying to quickly untangle themselves out of their spots.

Part of me is asking if I’m ready for this. The other part of me is screaming hell yeah.

Then my brain is also screaming ‘this isn’t you’. I’m in a bathroom with a gorgeous steamy man who has stunning women trying desperately to get his attention...

“When was the last time you were with one of the… club girls?” I struggled to get my mouth to work as my knees were going weak from his touch, his tongue... his kisses... his... EVERYTHING!

“Bit over three weeks. I’ve been checked since then and always wrap it up.”

“You…” I got out before I moaned to his large hand cupping and needing my breast.

Oh, f**k that feels so good. His hand molded perfectly around it, making me want to beg him to grab the other one as well.

It has been a long time since anyone has given me attention, as I don't believe my vibrators really count. My body and brain are still fighting against each other.

“In my wallet.” His deep voice speaks into my neck and my brain finally wins, and I slowly push him back.

I shouldn’t do this. I really shouldn’t. I can’t do this… here. It’s been over five years and I would never have had s*x in a bathroom even in my wild days.

I’m f*****g 39! With kids!

I’m… I’mmmmm also horny as hell. But I can’t. I will regret it afterward.

My first time in a LLLLOOOOONNNNNGGGGG time needs to be better than in the bathroom of a motorcycle club.

His hand leaves my breast and I want to complain, but I was the one who was pushing him back.

“I can’t… here. I’m sorry. I’m not like that. I’m… sorry.” I’m looking everywhere but at him.

Even if it would have been amazing to have him stretch me, f**k me… Maybe I can do this…. It’s just s*x. I haven’t had s*x in so long. Just enjoy it.

Stop it!

No… I can’t. In the bathroom with a man with more muscles than I have fat… which is a lot! A man who actually wants me… but who I would have to gently explain before he f***s me that I don’t get wet, and he would have to add spit… even worse.

I know my face is bright red with embarrassment at that as I try to move past him.

Five years of only having toys to pleasure me is going to have to do for a bit longer. Even if he could probably make my body scream to the heavens in ecstasy as he thrusts harder and faster into me… No!

Or I could even ask him nicely to just hold me for a moment, be enveloped in his large arms. His smell taking over my nose as I closed my eyes for a moment. Just a moment. No!

The feel of him in me.... No!

Seriously, my body needs to take a cold shower now!

He steps back only a little before he tilts my face up and studies it. “You’re right. You need more.”

What? I mean yes! Yes, I do!

Before I can respond, he simply opens the door and steps aside for me to walk through. Not another word.

Should I be insulted he didn’t even kiss me on the lips? Should I be thrilled he understood, but thought I could be a dirty girl? Even if I did say no.

Just walk back to the kitchen.... one step in front of the other like I was just in the bathroom by myself. Not feeling a deep disappointment when I shouldn't. I was the one that said no.

I did the right thing... even if I'm kicking myself now.

I walked back to the kitchen, almost concentrating on putting one foot in front of the other, with him hot on my heels.

The kitchen is buzzing with the prospects cleaning dishes, trays, etc. I was happy to see two young women among them. I had seen a good mix of women who weren’t barely dressed and with cuts on, out in the main room.

I was introduced to Trap and Wheels. Trap is still in the army, and Wheels is medically discharged and now doing a mechanical apprenticeship at the MC mechanic shop.

It was good to see it wasn’t all male ego and also somewhere everyone felt safe to come, to get away.

I didn’t get even two feet back into the common room, with the plate in my hands again, Reid looking satisfied that I promised to eat it, when an alarm went off. Reid pulls me to the side as I freeze. Everyone is up and running around.

Reid turns me to look at him and puts a key card in my hand. “You saw the stairs going downstairs?” He points back down the hallway we just came. I nod. “Good. Go down there with Fire and the others. I’ll come get you when it’s safe.” I nod again as Fire appears, grabs my hand and drags me towards the stairs as I try to juggle the plate with my other hand. "And make sure she eats everything on that plate". He hollers after us.

Bossy... but it was kind of sexy.

I keep forgetting how injured Fire is. “Slow down. Don’t hurt yourself.” Of course, I can’t help but scold her making her smirk back at me.

Seriously, if I was even half as injured as she is, I would be stuck in bed for 6 months. Does this girl feel no pain?

We go down the stairs and Fire swipes a card as someone closes the stairs' door behind us. I didn't see that earlier... but then made me realise the stairs were cut off and locked from the rest of the building... which definitely also set off my own alarm bells, or should I say increased them.

I definitely felt like a bucket of ice cold water had been thrown over my head. Not the tiniest bit horny anymore, but couldn't get out of my head what Reid said... I needed more.

Or should it be a 'well der' instead since I wasn't a bunny? Not even close to a bunny... more like an old hare that not even the farmer would bother shooting as it wasn't a bother or be good for a stew.

We walked out into another hallway with a few doors off it either side. She takes us to the left and swipes her card again, taking us into what looks like a recreational room.

“This is the safe room or bomb shelter or whatever you want to call it.” She tells me as she continues to drag me over to some couches and we sit down.

Amy goes and grabs drinks out of a fridge and hands them out.

From the thick doors, it definitely didn't give off anything but a bomb shelter vibe... or... no not going there since I only met these people today.

There were 14 of us, including Amy, Kyla, Colton, another woman who looked about my age with two kids and some of the ‘bunnies’ I was told about. I was also told to ignore them and not worry as they know to 'stay out of our way'.

Oh, this is going to be fun.