Lovers on the low

Lily's pov "We've been best friend most of our lives I'm not sure if I want to do this because if I ever break your heart I wouldn't be able to live with myself." I said while looking outside the window. "I don't want to hurt you either I'm just worried about what everyone else is gonna say when they find out we've been dating in secret for the past two months." Lucy said while looking me in the eyes. " I really love and appreciate everything you've done for me over the years, what I'm I saying I've been wanting this years ago I just didn't know how to tell you Lucy. I replied feeling the need to kiss her until we're both gasping for air. "Moody.. I've always loved you it's just that I've always thought you didn't feel the same way about me." Lucy replied. Two years ago.. I've been wanting to tell my best friend that I'm bisexual for a while now and I don't know how to. I can't just walk up to her and be like" Lucy I like girls and I've always have." Can I ? Oh my god I use to talk to her about anything without feeling like I have to get nervous or anything. I've always liked girls I just didn't sure if it was just a phase or I'm just like that. Most of my friends says it's a phase because I'm young and I'm just experimenting but my feelings towards girls says otherwise. So I wasn't sure if I wanted to do girls until one thing lead to the next I'm dating one. I'm supposed to meet Lucy today and hopefully I'll have the guts to tell her because I don't like keeping secrets from her. It literally eats me up inside. It's summer so we don't have school all we do is party and chillax. I woke up this morning without being in kind of angry or close to angry mood so imma dress according to how I feel. I laid out a yellow and orange sun dress with yellow sandals and a yellow purse on my bed before I hoped in the shower. About thirty minutes later I got out the shower and dry me body curve by curve. As soon as I was dried, I lotion my skin with lavender bath and body works. I didn't just look good I felt good. My hair was braid so I just let down my hair and wear a nice little orange head band around it to hide my undone edges because I'm bad at making them. As soon as I was finished getting ready, I called my driver. He said he'd be here in five minutes and he didn't show so I had to take the bus to the restaurant we were supposed to meet. I felt so f*****g uncomfortable riding with a bunch of strangers. Minutes away from my destination my driver called asking why he's not at my house. Of course I roast the f**k out of him for being late then called my dad asking if I could get a new one. Everyone was staring at me on the bus because of the inappropriate things a was saying to my driver but I didn't give a f**k what they gotta say. Because he had it coming he knows I didn't like being late and he was supposed to be there on time I told him two days ago where I'm supposed to be and I don't got time to waste waiting on his tardy ass. Few minutes later I meet Lucy at a restaurant called ' The office' to be honest I love what they did to the place and it was perfect in my eyes. "Lucy! I'm so glad that you made it. I was so sure you'd left already with me begin late and all." I said hugging her. "Nah I wouldn't miss seeing my favorite person for the world." She simply replied. Taking a sip of her water. I was smiling ear to ear. If I had lighter skin my face would be red asf. "So.. what is it you wanted to talk to me about? Did you find a new lover already?" She said. "Yes. I did but it's not who you expect.." I trailed off. "Oh my goodness! Your so dirty." She semi yelled. I blushed a little then continued. "Um.. I it's a girl and she's amazing. I think I'm bisexual." I said lowering my voice. She was kind of shocked but happy. "Awwe she finally found a girlfriend. I've always kinda know you like girls I saw the way you looked at Monique." She said while grinning. "She hot! Don't tell me you didn't notice that big ass of hers." I semi yelled while looking to see if anyone was closed by. "Your so dirty." Lucy giggled while looking at the window. We talked for hours about every conversation we've been putting off for the past weeks. While eating loading fries and diet coke. The sun was setting and it was so beautiful we couldn't seem to avoid it so we payed for our food and went to watch the sun set. It was kinda romantic until the mosquitoes start to pop up and ruined everything. We said our good byes and went our separate ways. She didn't live far from me but we didn't ride home together up and till today I don't know why we didn't. ****** My dad had to pick me up because I didn't want my old driver to and when I got home I felt so happy and relief to finally got my secret off my chest to one of the most important person in my life so yes I was happy. My teeth was dirty so I brushed, flossed then showered until all the dirt was off my skin completely. I got out the shower with my hair into a nice high bun, dried my skin moisturizer, put on some lip balm, get some snacks from the kitchen then scrolled through my phone until everyone had me on read or unseen. I got bored of waiting on replies so I watch a movie until I was knocked the f**k out. I didn't know what time I went to sleep but I know I got up three in the morning because I had to pee. Ping! Ping! Ping! Bsf lucy?: can we talk? Bsf lucy ?: please? Girlfriend ??: babe? Are you up I can't sleep. At this point I wanted to hear what my bsf had to say then my girlfriend later. You: what's up ?? Bsf lucy ?: Me and my mom had a fight and I don't want to be around her rn now can I come crash at your place? You: sure I'll get my dad pick you up in the next fifteen minutes or so. Bsf lucy ?: alrii I'm packing some of my sh*t tell him to hank the horn as soon as he gets here. You: okay?. I walked to to my dad's room and wake him up explain to him and he said okay. You probably wondering who the hell is gonna pick up there daughters bsf at three in the morning because of an simple little disagreement with their parents. My dad is chilled like that and he also knows that when I don't get my way all hell breaks lose. I can't drive as yet because I don't have a license and I have a driver to carry me to the ends of the earth so I'm ready to get my license but in due time I will. You: hey babe ? I just saw your message. Why can't you sleep? Girlfriend ??: I'm not tired and I miss you. You: let's watch a movie together at five if you're not sleeping already I'm gonna just take a quick five. I lied because I know if she knew that my bsf was coming over she'd probably took it the wrong way. To avoid the award conversation I turned off my WiFi. Minutes later my bsf showed up with her matey bag of clothes and puffy eyes. As soon as she saw me she hugged me and we kinda bonded for a while they go inside because outside was kinda chilly. After talking for what seems like hours she fell asleep on my lap. I kissed her forehead and adjust her on the bed so we could both get some shut eyes. End of flashback... From that moment on I've always had a soft spot in my heart for lucy. I kissed her once more on the lips with no regrets just pure emotions and I couldn't helped getting horny asf. Letting go of her face to catch my breath I noticed her breathless as well. I smiled form ear to ear knowing what's gonna happen next. I just edited one chapter because I don't know if I should do another so let me know in the comments.