i spent weeks in hospital, my dad explained where the royal family went and how long they be gone, i spent weeks wondering where he is, how he is, if he misses me as i do him, is he focusing on his fiance, is she his wife now.
i spent weeks throwing up, zaden r***d me numerous times when i came out of the hospital, i feel like i have been a shell of myself for a while, i went hospital 3 weeks ago and found out i am a 2 months pregnant.
since finding out about the pregnancy i have focused on the child, i had kira send blood to the lab for me, make sure everythings okay. i get married today and i am currently heading towards hospital get the results when my dad stops me.
"we have got visitors this morning, make sure zaden is on his best behaviour, oh and is the baby healthy"
my dad only knows about the baby because zaden told him he is going be a dad.
i nodded and explained im going to the hospital.
i walked all the way down the hospital and sat in the waiting aria when kira came and asked me come to her office.
i followed her down the hall to her office and sat down on the chair and fidgeting with my fingers.
"hey, arlya, everything is fine, the baby is fine, i have got one bit of news, but one question first, i need the truth" she gulped clearly nervous.
"yes"
"did you sleep with prince xander" my eyes widen i thought back to when we made love.
"i will take that as a yes then" she smirked.
"what does this have to do with the ba...." i suddenly realise.
she nodded "its half wolf" she said smiling.
i stare dumbfounded, eventually i snap out of it when i get back to the castle, i dont remember walking back i must of been really lost in my head.
my dad and zaden is waiting outside and a car is just pulling up, i put a smile on my face, zaden arms wrapped around my waste making me shudder in disgust.
i smell the familiar scent and froze up, i force myself relax as my mate, king and queen got out the car.
the smile falls from my face when i saw carla and a baby cradled in her arms and clear my throat.
"congratulations young princess" the queen smiles, i smile back to her.
"thankyou your majesty, we are very thrilled about our child" zaden smiles.
my beloved face dropped as he looked at me.
"your" his shock is swirling in those beautiful eyes.
can not let him find out what i have today, i caught kiras smirk and elbowed her, she coughed.
xander caught it and creased his eyebrows.
just as he was about say something my dad spoke up.
"shall we" and everyone started following.
"i am going take a small walk, if that is okay zade" i smiled at zaden.
he nodded and kissed my cheek and went inside as i was lighting a cig, xander appeared.
"you sure you want do that"
"yes, i am a vampire, not that it matters, it will not do any harm" i shrugged, handing him one and smoking mine.
"your pregnant, how far"
"2 months, so you have a son" i tried hide my pain.
"yes, so roughly around the time we..." i nodded, avoiding talking about it.
he went quiet for a long while before i walked off and back in and sat down next to zaden.
"feel better" he smiled.
i nodded and my beloved sat down next to carla.
i gulped and avoided eye contact as she cuddled into him, tears stinging my eyes.
"i feel unwell, dad can i be excused to rest" i ask please say yes i need get away from him.
"may i accompany you i need the bathroom anyway and can not remeber the way" my beloved asked.
i nodded and we left, i finally got to my room when my beloved stopped me, caging me against the door snaking his arms around my waist.