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Nooooooo please noooo tell me it's not true. Omg why omg help me please help please. I hate Cedric I don't want to never see him this is his fault. I dramatically cried as I laid in the hospital bed. I had a miscarriage two days after I caught CJ with Kim b***h ass again.

Mona please calm down Mrs. Bernice said as she rub my back. No he is the reason I had this he ain't care enough to not cheat. Why the f**k marry me and you out with a hood rat ???f**k him I'm so over him.

The s**t was so painful I couldn't believe him and I was over him. I was finna shine and show this lil boy how much of a QUEEN I am I finna give him this divorce and be gone. I was done, three times nigga you out.

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5 months later

Bitch you look so pretty I smiled at Mariah as we ate lunch, after all my drama I was finally in a happy place.

Girl me? girl I see you getting thicker over there she joked as I smile bright. I was now dating and happy as f**k. I was still married to Cedric but we was legally separated. And he was doing him and I was doing me

Girl that's what a good man do to you. They make you happy and you gain happy weight. I said as I looked at Monica and Mahkia. They had got so close it was crazy. Both of them was in the gay lifestyle and we loved them no matter what. Our momma admitted the wrongs and now she was in Florida in a rehab getting help.

Girl so I hear you finna do that photoshoot for FRENCH, Monica said as Mariah looked at me. Yes my sister had pulls the b***h was married to a very known photographer,he was popping. Yes I am so happy, I go today to do my pics girl and the video Tomorrow I cheered as I danced in my seat... Yesssss b***h get that cash Mariah said high fiving me.

6 p.m

Pose baby pose Andre said as I nervously pose with French Montana sexy ass. Daddy was fine to be a red bone

Damn sis you look so good. Monica laughed the next day as her and Shayla are laying in the bed with me the next morning. Omg yes I admitted looking at myself. b***h you better get that money Shayla cheered as I looked at my picture. I was indeed in love with myself. Damn my esteem was high as f**k in this picture I said as I stood up.

I am ready to go eat and get my hair and nails done I said as I looked at my phone. Mrs. Bernice had My son and she would always call me and tell me how he was doing.

A lil after the miscarriage I decided I would move to Houston with my father and other silbings and build a home for me and my son. So I did leave my boy in California with Cedric and Mrs.Bernice, but I was also sending him money and stuff and I made sure I flew home every weekend to see him and take him to school on Monday and I was their to take him home with me Saturday and Sunday.

I was dating this dude name Josh he was a lil older but he treated me good. We just had our first s****l experience and it wasn't what I though it was so I was kinda ignoring him. I mean it could be that he was the first man I f****d beside Cedric.

Cedric was so hurt after the miscarriage he blame himself and he was trying to make it up but I wasn't hearing it.

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After the video and the photoshoot I had to go back to California to see my baby. It was his 4th birthday and mommy had to take him shopping.

Arriving to California I went straight to my boy school I had Shayla order me 10 gold and black balloons and a cake I was finna surprise him

Hey Mona Mrs. Bernice said as I enter the private school we had him in. Hi Bernice I cooed as I hugged her. Girl you look prettier Everytime I see you she said as she looked me up and down. Aww thank you I'm getting fat I said feeling on my stomach. Girl please you look good she said as I smiled.

Looking to the door Cedric was coming in with some gifts and Mann. Looking at him, daddy was still so fine but I couldn't stand him. Turning my back I begin to talk to the principal of the school.

Okay follow me She said as All of us followed her to Juniors Class. Bruh chill Man said as him and CJ walk behind me. Man naw she trying to be a momma but she posing nudes and s**t. CJ loudly said . But I refused to listen to him because he always did that s**t. s**t I posted in Shines last month he been tripping since then because I was nude.

Listen Cedric don't started that s**t here his momma said as I looked into my son's class he was so busy playing he didn't notice us.

She still married at the end of the day he rudely said as he pulled my arm. Yeah and you can go get a divorce but you want. Divorce my whorish ass I yelled as I pushed him off me. Nigga you ain't want me so why you acting dumb when the next nigga or n*****s do? You stupid I yelled.

Like I said y'all ain't finna do this s**t at my grandsons school, Bernice said pulling us aparted as she pointed her long nails in our face.

Aww mommy man I love you I cooed to my boy as I hugged him. Hey mommy I miss you did you come to take me to Texas with you?? No daddy I came to stay a week with you, but if you want me to go to Texas with me you have to tell daddy so he want think I'm taking you. Mommy daddy don't be with me ,my Nanny do so daddy want miss me, Nanny will he said as tears enter my eyes.

Daddy don't sleep with you? No mommy daddy stay in his house and I stay with Nanny. Daddy only pick me up after school he take me to chick filet and then home to Nanny. He said as I looked at CJ b***h ass. He looked upset but he didn't say nothing because our son was telling the truth.

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