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Laying back in my car as I think about the f****d up s**t I had done to Mona & now to my son. I had basically left my son with my momma because Mona had left me and I didn't know how to take care of him like my momma did. I had different females around me and I didn't want my boy to see that s**t.

Man fire up Mann said throwing me the blunt.

Putting the fire to the blunt I took a deep pull from it as I popped a Molly. I had a lot on my mind and the s**t was f*****g with me. I could not sleep or eat. I missed my wife.

Sending her a quick message I put my phone in my pocket.

*Pop *pop*pop*pop

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Mona

1:23 a.m

Um hello?? I whisper in the phone as I rolled over in my bed. Junior was laying next to me in our big king size bed.

Mona?? Someone cried over the phone. Umm yes what's up Shayla? Mona C.J and Mann was shot, ahhhhhhhh she scream as I listen to her. Not sure if I was hearing her right.

Hello??? Shay?? Shay??? I scream as I just heard her scream and cry.

Omg Shay Shay please say something s**t please I cried as I turned my lights on. Grabbing my house phone as I handle my cell phone with her on it. Calling Cedric phone it went straight to the voicemail. Fuckkkkk I yelled as I called his momma cell.

Ring Ring Ring

Mona??? Yes Mrs. Mrs. Bernice Bernice I cried. Please tell me what's going on?? I cried I loved Cedric I didn't wish bad on him.

Mona Cedric was shot 8 times. Ahhhhhhhh nooo please nooo what??? Nooo please tell me he still here? I cried. I have to come see him I cried not giving her time to say if he is alive or not. Please Mona calm down okay. Listen Mann was shot to but he is okay, Kevin is dead (ooooh my god please noooo) Mona Cedric was shot 8 times he is in surgery now it's not looking good she said as tears exit my eyes. Noooo please I'm on my way I cried as I grab my sleeping son.

I couldn't explain this s**t to him. How the f**k was I gonna tell My only child that his daddy is hurt or what if he doesn't make it thru surgery??? Oh my f*****g Godish.