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11 p.m the next day

It was to late to get a plane ticket so me and my son literally had to drive 20 hours just to make it back to California.

Standing over Cedric body we was hooked up to so many machine the s**t was crazy. He was laying in the bed with nothing on but a blanket covering him. He suffer from 8 gun womb. 3 in the chest 3 in the stomach and 2 in his right leg. The doctor said he was actually lucky to have a change to live because the bullets in his chest bypassed his heart.

Rubbing his arms his body felt so cold. His momma was so strong I asked her to talk to our son. He was so clueless until he saw his daddy. Cedric as gonna live but Kevin was gone and Missy an the kids was left with nobody.

Mann was okay he was just shot twice in the leg. He think Tookie had something to do with it and the way he was talking he was out for his head.

5 a.m

Watching the nurses clean C.J up I was so upset because they had him laying dirty nd nude for 2 days and the s**t was crazy. Even though I couldn't stand him at times he was still my husband and I was finna be here for him.

Rubbing lotion on his body I kissed his hand. He was able to look around but not say nothing.

Skipping 3 weeks

Mona you been here for three weeks with Cedric you sure you don't want to go back to Texas to check on your house? Bernice asked as I made his bed. He was in PT.

No I'm good I replied as I put the dirty sheets in the bag.

Cedric was out of it for 2 weeks then last week was his first time seeing Junior in a month and that is what movited him to get out that bed. We had went to Kevin's funeral, the s**t was so sad the whole city showed out. Missy took the kids back to New Orleans with her ,she said she couldn't deal with living here and he was gone.

Mann was bitter as f**k,someone killed Tookie by shooting him in between the eyes and cutting his head off. Everyone knew it was Mann but ain't nobody say s**t because the city was hurting for Kevin.

Mann visit Cedric everyday and he made sure I was straight. Once CJ seen me laying with him he became soft. I wasn't taking him back I was just here for him as my baby's father.

Looking to the door he limped in the room. The doctor explain to him his disability now and he had order for him to see a psychiatrist. Cedric right leg would never be the same and his walk will always have a limp to it.

Walking to me he stood in front of me as I twisted my lips. Looking him in the eyes I seen a look of sorry but He was only doing that because he was hurt and I was a dumb ass and there for him, I thought.

Come on let me help you in the shower I said as he grabbed my waist. No come here, I need to apologize to you for being a nasty fucker. I know you have heard it all before but I really am he said as tears exit my eyes.

Okay CJ I forgive you I cooed as I looked at his momma.

Now come on let me help you shower so you can eat dinner with Junior before he goes home.

Okay he replied grabbing my hand.

Undressing Cedric was always hard from me because My p***y was calling his name. Taking off his shirt I rub over the bullet holes as he looked at me.

Kissing the scar I felt on his stomach, down to his pants I undid the basketball shorts. Taking his boxes off his d**k just popped out at me.

I was horny but I had to act normal. As I'm turning the shower on he is touching places on my body that I missed him touching.

No CJ I can't. Let me know when you're finished I said as I looked at him one last time