THE HELL AND ME

Finally, I made this decision . I decided to separate my soul from me .I am Flora and i am living in London . I was forced by someone by the name of love . I am writing this letter because I was in the last stage of my life .As a girl i lost my freedom, self respect because of the mistake which I did in my school days . I am no more .... knock.. knock..knock flora: May i know who is that? lexi: it's me lexi . (i wipe my tears and opened the door) lexi: hello darlo, I'm here to pick you to our girls party at my home. flora: actually, i ....i .. okay let's go lexi (call from unknown number) lexi: i think it's your boyfriend. ( flora, OMG I'm in peak of fear now ) (Again call from unknown number) flora: lexi, can we go some other time .i have some stuffs to do lexi: no..noo ... come let's go flora: lexi.. umm...umm, okay (phone continuously ringing) lexi: darlo, are you okay ? Is there any problem with your boyfriend? flora: No, not at all, let's go lex . (flora locked her home , lexi started the car then they reached lexi 's home) flora: hello babies, long time no see ( everyone invited flora , party started,music were turned on , everyone vibing for their favourite song) ( Again, call from unknown number i decided to pick up call because I am ready to face him I won't bother, I won't get scared anymore , flora went to the washroom and picked up the call) flora: What you want from me ? You want me to do anything . please let me live my life peacefully , please leave me alone alone , please, I can't able to tolerate your torcher . ( flora Started crying ) person in call : where are you ? flora i just want to know immediately .Are you with your new boyfriend or are you with someone else . flora, tell me now where are you ,just come online and show me where you are , flora, are you listening ( speaks aggressively, flora switched her voice call to video call and showed Lexi's house) Person in call : Are you dating someone there , flora why you didn't informed me that you went to her house .why u didn't pick up my call .i just give you 10 minutes within 10 minutes you need to go to your house or else you know what I can able to do .Only 10 minutes is your grace time . (call ended , I don't know what to do now , why god creating problems only for me , Am I did something in my past) ( flora emotions were peaked out, then she washed her face and went outside) lexi: flora, are you okay , where did you went ,i was searching for you Flora: i just went to washroom ( lexi gave juice to flora , everyone dancing and enjoying the party) ( suddenly a message from an unknown number " you have only 8 minutes more" ) 5 minutes later, ( Again, text from him, You have only 3 minutes more ) This is me, and my life now everyone understood why i decided to hurt myself because of him i got mentally affected . but I still love him , i have feelings for him.but he keep doing these things again and again . I unable to talk with him ,same time i want to talk with him.What i am doing ,i can't understand myself . But this is my mistake and I will solve this issue soon. Things are going on in my mind like a river .Omg if i don't leave Lexi's home , he will come here and beat me , then I will get a bad image in front of my friends . What should I do now ,oh , jesus please help me , please save me from this struggle . after 2 mins ( Again call from an unknown number) flora: lexi, i want to leave right now , please understand my situation . i cannot able to explain now , trust me i will explain as soon as possible, please try to understand me ,lexi , I want to leave right now. lexi: It's okay honey , no worries , be safe call me once you reach me , don't forget, bye . ( call from unknown number , flora picked up, A voice from another side your time is over . I'm going to destroy you now . flora , you are lowest one which i have seen in my entire life , Do you know where I am , i was waiting for you infront of your rental house . I lost my patience , you have to be here in 5 min. you know about me flora , please don't check my anger issue , bye ,he cut the call ) ( flora Started crying in cab) Cab driver : Mam are you okay, please take this tissue , everything will be fine soon mam , no worries ( His words give hope to flora to face the situation , I can ... i can able to handle this situation , what he will do ..only one thing he can able to do , he won't kill you flora ,be calm remember the happiest days , remember those days how happy you are , remember how you cried in your school days , how you missed him when he didn't come to school . those eye contacts, those texts , those secret meetings , do you forgot everything, I talked to myself. Now, i have only two choices, Option 1 : i try to convince him and again I want to go back to that struggle life again , Option 2: leave him and tell him that i didn't love him , but it won't work because he have some powerful weapon to blackmail me . if i told him to use that weapon definitely my life is like a hell after that , i will lost everything because of that , God what should I do now . flora cried and she able to explain her pain to anyone she was dying inside , cab stopped). Driver: Mam , you reached your location , thank you Flora: thank you , now my mental state was like i am a rabbit and I'm going to meet a tiger. Maybe I will die in this war. ( Call from unknown number , flora i was standing behind you) ( flora turned back ... It's him , Rohan, the boy who I love unconditionally in my school days ) Rohan..umm.. i.... .. TO BE CONTINUE....