Obsessed

“Move put my way nerd” said Amelia the most popular girl in the school. I went bright red instantly while her group of gang laughed in my face she smiled and me smugly, flicked her hair and walked of. Oh to be like her everyone following me around and wishing to be like me, I scoffed and shut my locker and walked of with a massive pile of books in my hand I was going to return them to the Library as I read them all. Yh don’t judge I have a lot of spare time, I had my earphones in and was looking in my phone trying to pick a song and before I knew I got flung to the floor at first I thought I walked into a wall so I shot up and was met with a big muscular chest I turned my head up and locked eyes with the most popular guy in my school. No no no no this cannot be happening i went tomato red I went to bend down to pick up all my books but he beat me to it. “You need to watch were your walking” he said and laughed a little “I’m so sorry” I mumbled and basically ran off! Omg no way Jordon spoke to me I can’t believe it, he is so fine he has big black eyes that makes him stand out his hair is perfect it’s kind of curly like mine but instead his is a very dark colour, I always dreamt of being my first ever kiss, yh don’t judge me I’m not a hoe I don’t run around kissing boys. I ran to the library as I was going to be late for my next class which Amelia was in oh how I hate her she is tall and slim not a really good body if I’m being honest but her face made it up I guess her hair was always straight and she had it down, there is not one day you see her with out makeup on her boyfriend is yh Jordan if she founds out I even touched him I wouldn’t see tomorrow. I walked into my classroom and Amelia and Jordon was sat together she was just rambling on and Jordon seemed like he just was not interested he looked at me and i don’t know if I’m tripping but I swear a tiny smile appeared on his lips OMG!!! I sat down and miss Wembley she kind of reminded me of my mum, but mine is craft she left me in the middle of McDonald’s yh sad I know my dad is a raging alcoholic and doesn’t even acknowledge I’m his daughter he hates me. My mum struggled with bipolar disorder she must of stopped taking her pills, one day she was so happy and making me breakfast and cleaning being a proper mum the next shes not coming out of the bed and going crazy she always loved me though. I couldn’t blame her it’s an illness my dad blamed me though. When I found my way home that day I told him and he just hit me and sent me to my room for lying anyway let’s move on. I was sat in class listening carefully to the teacher when all of a sudden a ball of paper gets thrown at me I take it of and try not acknowledge it but another one was flung straight in my hair, I span around and glared at Amelia who found it hilarious I mutter child to myself. “Got something to say amiria” Amelia shouted I shook my head and she just laughed all eyes were on me. I heard muttering and amleia say “what she’s a weirdo” Then Jordan shot up and sat away from her I tried to hold my smile in but it didn’t work I was at the front of the class anyway so no one seen. ….. I was walking home from school, i was dreading it as soon as I get in I will get something chucked at me as I walk through the door that’s a regular thing like a routine I thought about yesterday which was horrible the whole night he made me cook and clean and then do everything he says. If I don’t I will get beaten up and trust me iv tried before he’s huge compared to me sometimes his ugly Friends are there and they all pick on me call me names it’s horrible. Tears started to roll down my face I was thinking of what I was going to eat tonight as he never lets me eat because I do In school he says. I have to scrounge money up from his room secretly to go get a sandwich or something when he falls asleep. I never thought my own dad would hate me I think it’s because I look like her. I started to cry out I had stop and sit on the nearest wall I was now crying uncontrollably I couldn’t stop great now everyone is going to think I’m weird. I feel I hand on my shoulder “are you okay love” a voice that brings me to shiver I looked up and there was the man of my dreams Jordan I quickly wiped away my tears and jumped of the wall. “Oh I’m fine just hurt my hand is all” I said and laughed it off He stared at my face with a facial expression I couldn’t read. “Would u like me to walk you home” he said with care in his voice “No no don’t worry I’m fine” I said and smiled I was going to walk of but he grabbed me bye my hand and pulled me back I was gob smacked why is he showing so much care “We’re do you live love” he said “Im not going home yet” “Why” “Dunno don’t want to” I said as a tear rolled down my face thinking about it. s**t! I quickly wiped it away “Come I’ll walk you home” “No I’m fine” “It’s freezing we’re will you go” “I Want to stay here” “I can’t let you do that sorry” He grabbed my hand and started pulling me “what’s your address I sighed and told him he nodded and said “I walk that way anyway” We finally got to my house and I saw my dad staring through the window I was an hour late home so I’m definitely going to get it “Thanks for walking me” “It’s ok, is that your dad” “Yh” I said looking down on the floor my dad opened the window and screamed “AMIRIA GET YOUR FAT ASE IN HERE RIGHT NOW TOU STUPID LITTLE BRAT” he screamed I looked at Jordan who was staring at him “Is that why you don’t want to go home?” He asked “Yh” I said looking down embarrassed “AMIRIA YOU STUPID b***h DONT MAKE COME OUT THERE” my dad screamed I started to walk up the path when he trapped my hand and pulled me back “No don’t come with me you will be fine” “No if I don’t he will kick me out I’ll have nowhere to go, thanks for the offer but I’ll be fine if I go now” I said trying to reassure him “No you can live with me my mums always out and she won’t mind, your dad is clearly drunk” “No Jordan thanks though but it would never work he will come looking and I don’t want trouble at your door plus I don’t even know you” “AMIRRRRRIIIIAAAAA” my dad screamed he was now at the front door I jumped abit “Let me go please I need to go now” “If he comes to my door my brother will scare him off I promise” Before I knew it my dad was running at me screaming “Jordan!” He punched my dad right in the face he stumbled back “Amiria come with me now” and he trapped my hand and pulled me away “Let go it hurts” “And he was going to hurt you” I started to cry and he put his arm around me “Come on now don’t cry everything will be fine”