Broken mate

Chapter 6

Taylors POV

I stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around myself. I felt a presence come up behind me wrapping their arms around my waist. I knew instantly it wasn't Blake. The body I felt pressed against was big but wasn't as big as Blakes strong build. Panicked, I turned quickly to see who the person was behind me. Fear struck through my body. I was about to scream when he put his big hand over my mouth, slamming me into the wall behind me. I felt the tile crack under the force. "Hi freak, you missed me?". I made an attempt to shake my head. The thought of his hands on me made me feel sick to my stomach. "Don't worry this is only a quick visit just to let you know I can get to you anytime I want and I will be back for you so don't be making yourself comfortable here" he licked the side of my face and pressed his erection into me "it will be my name I'll have you screaming next" he then slammed my head into the wall making me feel dazed and he quickly left. Blake came running into the bedroom. I heard him shout my name as he entered the bathroom "TAYLOR! What happened? I felt you were in pain''. I was slumped on the bathroom floor as he came and knelt in front of me, my head now pounding. I managed to say his name "Calvin was here".

Blake had carried me to the bed and I explained everything that had happened he was beyond angry pacing round the room he turned his Bata Danny "how did this even happen he shouldn't of even been able to get anywhere near Taylor without someone noticing". Danny looked just as puzzled " I have no idea but I will find how it happened. I'm will triple the men on the border and have people on this floor watching over Taylor". Blake paused his pacing for a moment "thanks Danny I really appreciate everything you're doing. I also need you to find more about these rogues who the Luna ran with it may give us an idea of where they are." Danny nodded to Blake " I'll get on it now if either of you need anything just link me" he left the room leaving me and blake alone. Blake came and sat on the bed bedside me "I'm sorry Taylor I should have come back to the room with you" his eyes creased with regret. "you can't always be with me Blake and I don't expect you to. I won't be held prisoner again because of him".

Blake spent most of the day at his desk in the bedroom working on pack stuff whilst I laid in bed watching supernatural I was definitely hooked. Blake even had us some food sent up to our room so I could keep watching. I was doing a lot better with food, I just had to try and not rush it.it was starting to get dark outside I covered myself with the satin sheets my now feeling the exhaustion from my night with Blake, to my unpleasant visit from Calvin. I heard Blake shut his laptop and climbed into bed wrapping his hands around my waist and snuggled against me with back to his chest. I felt him nuzzling my neck placing soft gentle kisses over my mark. "I'm sorry babe I should of told you what we was doing, I was going to but you had already been through so much now he's out there and id left you unprotected, I just want you safe" he sighed heavily. "this is not your fault Blake and I do feel safe when I'm around you but I also understand that we can't be together every second of everyday" he nuzzled back in to neck "I can try" that's all he said before we fell into a deep sleep.

I woke in a warm embrace of Blake's arms. I could have stayed laid there all day but I decided, I've already lost so much of my life being locked away. I wanted to start living and enjoying myself. Blake shuffled an began to wake "morning baby did you sleep alright". I always slept really good when Blake was with me "I slept like a baby, the other night must have really taken it out of me" he pulled me in closer till I could feel the hard muscles of his chest, my n*****s hardening at the feel of him. I looked into his eyes, like a hunger predator and I was his prey, his lips came crashing down in mine kissing me like he could devour me with one kiss. I began to kiss him back just as greedy wanting more, I needed more. We spent hours in blissful pleasure I know now I will never get enough of him. I craved his touch almost constant we showered together and got changed it felt really good to be putting on clothes that where brand new and fit properly. "Blake I know you have things you need to be doing. I was wondering if Avas not doing anything could she give a tour of the land. I've been dying to see everything" he looked at me I knew looking into eyes his he didn't want me leaving his side especially after what happened yesterday but I can't spend another day trapped in this house. " yes but I will have someone follow to make sure your both safe". i huffed I didn't need a babysitter "please Taylor it would make me feel more at ease knowing someone was with you I can tell him to hang back so you won't even know he's there". I sighed grumpily but agreed.

I met Ava at the front of the house and we began walking to where some of the log cabins were placed it really was beautiful here a covering of trees with beams of light shining through the gaps, meadows where the pups played happily screams and laughter buzzed through the air it just felt so magical and i was a part of it no longer feeling like an outsider everyone we passed greeted me with warm smiles and hellos some even called me Luna which felt really weird. I felt like I was made to be part of the black moon pack. Ava and I sat in one of the open meadows chatting but I knew she wanted to ask me more serious stuff about my past. " I know your curious so I will let you ask me three questions that you want to know and I will answer honestly I don't want you to be in the dark about my past but I can't spill it all in one go it's too hard. so today I will answer three questions for you " she smiled at me but also seemed a bit worried " I don't want to seem nosy it's your past if you don't want to tell me then it fine". she was always so nice and understanding " Ava it's fine I don't mind I already see you as a friend and I want to start opening up about what I went through" she looked as though she was really thinking about what to ask " how old were you when the abuse started". " when my mom died I was two and I think it started not long after that it started with small things at first, them blaming me for my mother's death then the name calling, making me miss meals, locking me away then the beatings" I took a deep shaky breath recalling some of the memories from when I was little. i was grieving the loss of my mother I was only two years old wanting comfort but just got thrown into room to cry myself to sleep ." I'm so sorry Taylor that must have been awful". " it was what it was, next question" I asked just wanting to them over with " was it just your father that abused you". " no it was the whole pack but my father was the worst he beat me for the most ridiculous reasons and then there was Calvin he was cruel and violent and always trying to touch me inappropriately but I was lucky I had Carter he always manage to get to me just in time before Calvin could take it too far". Remembering Carter how he used to be happy, confident and outgoing he brought so much light to my life and I don't even think he realised how much I appreciated him he was my rock when I felt like the sand slowly slipping away through the cracks. He made my life worth living I lived for him knowing no matter how bad the beatings got I would be seeing his amazing smile the next day. Now there was a gaping hole in my chest that I know will never heal the constant reminder of why I'm still alive today. I felt a tear run down my cheek Avas eyes looking straight into mine filled with concern "I'm sorry Taylor we can stop, you don't have to tell me anything really" I quickly wiped the tears from my face " no its fine it was a happy memory I was thinking about Carter , come on last question" she was looking at like she was assessing me whether she should ask or not she took a deep breath "how did your mother pass away" I told her the answer that id been told "I was told my mother took me for a walk in the woods when we were attacked by rouges, my mother fought back trying to protect me but it was too late by the time help arrived" I turned my head towards the bushes where I heard them rattling when a tall muscular man ran out. I jumped up startled "girls we need to go back to the pack house immediately there's been a breach in the boarder" he stood there with his arm reached out ready to guide us back to the house. Myself and Ava rushed to follow him "where's Blake" I asked worried " he's gone with Danny to check it out" I stopped dead in my tracks I have to go to him what if its Calvin. I won't let him take anyone else away from me that I love. I began to run in the opposite direction ignoring the calls from Ava and the man that came from the bushes. I felt the pull of my wolf wanting to take over and I gave into it letting the shift take over my body. Blake was right. It is easier this time. Once in my wolf I picked up Blakes scent and ran as fast as I could towards it.

When I reached Blake and the other members of the pack they were fighting against other wolves I'm guessing they were rouges. Tearing chunks out of each other, fur flying everywhere the soil covered in blood. I spotted Blake as a huge grey wolf was about to jump on his back. I quickly ran towards them, I jumped as the grey wolf did grabbing his neck in my mouth and biting down hard till I heard the snap of his neck breaking and dropped his lifeless body to the ground. Blake spun around and faced me then we continued to fight off the rouges side by side we'd managed to kill most of them then the rest ran off. Blake stared at me like he was admiring me I nuzzled into him with my nose, we startled at a loud bang then both turned to where there screeching sound of whimpering was coming from I saw a brown wolf rolling round on the floor in agonising pain. I could almost feel it Blakes eyes looked panicked and he changed back to his human form. "DANNY" was all that he shouted out before scooping him up his arms and running him the whole way to the pack doctor. Once I got there Blake was sat in a chair with his head in hands still covered in blood he was now wearing a pair of grey sweats. " how is he doing" I asked softly. He lifted his head to look at me " we don't know yet they shot him with a silver bullet" I gasped in shock "I'm so sorry Blake" feeling like this is all happening because of me. Blake just sat and shook his head and just looked at me a blank expression "just go back to the pack house. I'll be there when I know what's happening here" I felt a stabbing pain in my chest he must blame for this as well. I almost got his best friend killed this has to be Calvin's doing he's still trying to get to me by hurting the people I love. I won't let him do this anymore. I won't let anyone else's lives be ruined because of me. I had to face him.