Take Me Home, Alpha

Shattered

His scent is calling me. I know myself that I don't really love or like Wilson, but because of this mate pull it makes him more tempting and seductive for me. I maybe stupid for thinking that he might still want me after I got rejected, but I wanted to see and smell Wilson in a sniffing distance for the last time before leaving and completely away from him for college. The scent grows stronger as I follows it, my feet lead me to the next room. I looked inside through the window and saw no one. I felt confused thinking why his smell surrounds this room when no one is around. I decided to check inside the room but when I was about to twist the doorknob, I suddenly heard two person behind the door as if they're both catching their breath.

My hands were starting to shake hoping that my vulgar thoughts were wrong. I immediately opened the door, and there I found Wilson kissing another girl. Wilson quickly pulled out his lips from her and pushed the girl behind him then faced me. What? Is he protecting her? I felt enrage at everything I am witnessing right now. My fists were clenching at the sight of the girl clinging on his back like a leech she is.

"What the hell!" He swear

"Didn't I told you not to bother or follow me anymore?" I couldn't answer him as I was still so shock at what I saw earlier. My eyes were lock at the arms of that girl clinging at my mate.

That's mine you little b***h!

I felt so frustrated right now, but I remembered that I don't have the slightest right to feel jealous or angry at him since he already rejected me. My wolf is in pain at the sight of my mate kissing and holding another girl. This is worst than being rejected. Before I realized, a tear dropped from my eye, another one, and another one. I feel so to emotionally unstable right now. Why am I crying? I don't even love Wilson, but why am I acting like this. Thinking that I might break down in front of this asshole, I stormed out from the room slamming the door.

I never thought seeing your mate with another girl would hurt these much. My tears just won't stop coming. I went to the back of the classrooms building hoping no one will see me. I rest my back at the building's wall and in a second my tears completely burst out without stopping. I covered my face and cried out loud. I don't care if somebody hears me anymore. I just felt so wrecked and broken inside. I look up in the sky tried to stop my tears from falling down.

Can't my days get any better?

I said while wiping my tears and went back to the comfort room. While fixing myself, I remember I heard Wilson calling my name before I completely out of the hallway. The nerve of that guy calling my name after he broke me into pieces the second time. He knew I was there, he knew I was behind the door, but he completely ignored me and let me witnessed him sucking another girl. He is obviously trying to break the mate bond. Well he succeeded. This will be the last time I am shattered by the same man. I will not let him break me again.

I applied my face a little face powder to cover up the redness on my face I had earlier. When I head over to the school gate I saw everyone including Lucy, they were waiting for me.

"Where have you been girl, we've been waiting for you." Lucy said.

"I'm sorry something suddenly came up. You guys should have just went ahead without me."

"You know the party won't be the same without you right." She said while pushing me inside the car.

We arrived at the resort owned by Lucy's family. We usually came here whenever there are occasions or when we just want to dip in into their bigass pool. I immediately went home after having our dinner and a little drink. Some of them were still there having a night swimming, probably Lucy will also sleep in their resort.

I felt so exhausted when I got home. Never in my life want to see Wilson again to the extent of residing in other country if I had too. I admit my wolf and heart haven't recovered from the pain he caused, but somehow I feel proud to myself enduring all the pain alone. Only I myself know that Wilson WAS my mate. That's why after taking a shower I went into my parents office to convince them to let me study college in other city.

"Mom I hope this time you'll allow me to enroll in the school where I want to study."

"Haven't we talk about this Selena? Who's going to take care of you while you're gone?"

"My whole life I grow up in this city mom, I wanted to try new environment. Please mom I've been a good girl all this time so let me have this, besides I can take care of myself." I flash a convincing smile as I begged at her.

She sighed. I know she is just worried about me but this is the only way for me to recover completely.

"Alright."

"Really? Thank you mother." I felt so happy and relieve knowing I'll be able to breathe different air from Wilson.

"But I want you to stay in an apartment owned by a friend. I dont want to worry too much while you're away."

I hugged her so tight since I'll be faraway from them in a few months for college. I maybe unfortunate with my mate, but at least I have the most wonderful and understanding parents, it's all I could ask for.

Remembering what happened at my graduation, I almost lost myself in grief as I felt I was cheated. Since then I helped myself be better in the next couple months before the start of college. I eat healthy food and go to gym regularly with Armin. He has a very attractive bulk figure since he loves to workout daily. He helped me lifting some weights and monitored my diet. Armin still don't have any idea about what happened to me, I decided not tell anyone instead since Wilson is not my mate anymore. Second mate is very rare but what are the chances right, we don't know. He was very strict at my workout until it finally paid off, I was finally able to shift into my wolf. This is my first time ever since my birthday, because I didn't want to force my broken wolf to shift. I can't express the amount of joy I felt looking how beautiful and strong she is.