Take Me Home, Alpha

Rejection

I was so busy admiring Wilson that I forgot what I was here for. I stopped looking at Wilson for a second and wander my eyes again. And in the same moment I was stunned when I realized that the sweet scent I was daydreaming about, the scent that could fill my desires, the scent that I thought belongs to my mate that will truly loves me is coming from the man who hates me the most.

I never thought this day would come that I could easily find my mate, but why Wilson? In fact I've known him for a long time, we went on the same school when we were in junior high. We used to be friends back then, he used to fetch me at my classroom every afternoon after classes and before we go home we always stop at a convenient store near our school and he'll buy two popsicles from the money he saved that day. And because of how he treated me I had this secret little crush on him, but I know he only sees me as a sister at that time, or so I thought. Our relationship went well the whole junior high years until the day of his sisters' birthday came. For what happened he cursed me and my family, and for that reason he even hated the idea of mate bond.

Out of all the male wolf in this country why would it has to be him.

But because of this mate pull swirling inside me, my heart only quiver in delight right now, I could not think of anything but wanting him for me.

"Mate" that word came out directly out of my mouth before I could even realize.

What the hell Selena, that was embarrassing

Because of what I've said he notice my presence and look at me as if he's already expecting me to come and find him. I was confused in a minute, didn't Wilson had just turned eighteen three months ago? Does that means he already knows that I am his mate but refuse to acknowledge me? Does he really hate me that much that he has been resisting the pull of mate bond for three months?

His eyes narrowed as he stood and walk directly at me. And with the glare he's giving, it answers my confusion that he really did knew I was his mate. Everything haven't registered in my mind just yet, I still couldn't believe that all this time Wilson is my mate. Reality snapped at me like a lightning when he grabbed both of my arms tightly and slammed my back at the stainless pole beside the bleachers.

What the f**k. What's wrong with this guy, that hurts like hell .

My mind is crying but because of the instant healing of being a wolf, the pain is slowly fading away.

"Let me clear this thing to you Selena, you are not my mate and don't even bother or act like one. I will never be tied to this ignorance idea of mate thing not even the goddess of moon can decide whom I want to be and in love with! Forget what you found out today and don't tell anyone about this s**t!" His deadly gaze pierces my wolf inside. "Besides, I'm pretty sure you're aware why I despised you." He growled in his Alpha tone as he is the son of Alpha Sergio of Red river pack. It didn't affect me that much but I could feel his dominance and it's enough to make me lower my head in submission.

"Are you rejecting me because of what happened two years ago?" I said it with my voice cracking caused by my teary eyes.

"Can you shut your mouth? Don't you even dare talk about what happened then." His mouth is breathing fire at me.

"How can you blame me for something I didn't do?" I shouldn't be provoking him at this point since his anger is eating him right now and anytime soon he could possibly hurt me physically, but I couldn't just stand by at him blaming me at something I didn't do. He didn't answer me but instead he give me a one last glare before he turned around and said

"This will be the last time I'll be talking to you about this."

I just watch him walk outside the field leaving me behind, broken and about to break down. I felt like I was stabbed hundredth times in my heart. I am barely close to Wilson because he hated me yet why is my heart aching this much? My wolf is crying, she's broken. Is this what a mate bond could do? But why did my mate just rejected me. How could he even fight against the mate pull? Ever since I haven't heard of mates rejecting one another regardless of any reason. Why this is so different from what I've known?

My head is aching in confusion as many questions are circulating in my mind right now. But half of me can't blame him why he acted like that because I know how broken he was at what happened to Alice. After a while, I gather myself again thinking that my grief will only leads me to nothing. I can't force Wilson to me. We haven't talk to each other for two years already so rejecting me as his mate will probably wouldn't hurt that long, I'll just let him be. I will not bother him anymore, but I couldn't stop thinking that there'll might be possibilities where Wilson cannot resist the pull anymore and will come at me just like what I usually see in some movies.

You're so naive Selena thinking that it might happen in real life.

I sighed after everything happened today. I hurriedly took a taxi and went home. My family is probably waiting. I can't possibly bring this matter to my parents. I can't let them know that my mate a son of Alpha rejected me. It'll be a huge chaos and scandal to the both sides of our pack.