Take Me Home, Alpha

Found Her

Wilson's POV

I was once a very romantic and loving person before I became this cold. I used to daydream about finding my mate once I turned eighteen and planning to show her all the love that could offer. But when I reached in junior high, I met this girl. I started taking care and loving her like my own sister, but later I developed a huge crush on her. I couldn't bring myself to tell how much I like her since we were still young and love wasn't my focus at that time, also obviously she only looks up to like I am her brother. Because of her I forgot the existence of having a mate and only focus on her. I could still remember how my heart always wobble at the excitement thinking that we'll be going to senior high school together.

Everything changed until what happened to my loving Alice two years ago. My world fell apart and crumbled that day. I cursed the idea of mate bond after then. Why the hell goddess of moon have to be the one to decide who we love and be with for the rest of our lives. Though I could not really avoid the day that I will finally meet my mate, and just by thinking about it makes my skin creeps out. In a flash I found my mate, and it's the person I used to take care and love like a sister, but also the person who brought misery into my life. At first it was hard and I couldn't grasp at finding out that my mate was her, we didn't even talk to each other for two years already so it's impossible for me to accept this situation. And with that, I knew that I needed to end this s**t right away.

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I discovered that she was my mate three months ago, friday, at the very day of my birthday. I hanged out with my close classmates during lunch time and treat them food since it's my birthday.

"This is very kind of you Alpha Wilson for treating us some lunches." sarcastically said by Mike as he already knows how unfriendly I am but still I'm here hanging out with these bunch of weirdos.

"Why don't you just be grateful Mikey since I'm paying for lunch, besides this will be the first and last since four months from now we'll be graduating from senior high." I simply said. He gives me a frown since he doesn't like me pronouncing his name like that.

"Didn't I told you not to pronounce my name like that? It sounded like so soft." He said while pouting. I just rolled my eyes as we head over to a vacant sits and eat our lunches.

While eating and talking to them, my eyes are widened at the sudden rapid heartbeats I felt after smelling a very sweet and welcoming scent. My legs immediately stood up and my eyes wandered at the crowd inside the canteen looking for someone who owns the scent.

"What happened Wilson? You got us panic" Mike called out. But I wasn't paying attention to them.

My eyes were set lock to the crowd tracing the scent I'm smelling. I knew from the moment I smelled that sweet aroma that it has something to do with my mate. I hate it, I really do. But this scent takes all the anger and hate I have for mate bond.

I want to find her! I want her for me. I want to give this mate bond a chance!

I could feel my wolf is crying as the scent slowly fading. I couldn't remember when was the last time I got so much panic like this, afraid of losing someone again. When I realized that she's probably going outside of the canteen, my body immediately moves on its own running outside following the scent.

Her scent is so pleasing, I can smell her like no tomorrow if I could. By just thinking of my mate, it gives me hardness on my manhood.

Shit can you chill down there. I haven't even meet her yet.

I whisper to myself, I don't want to face my mate looking so lame. My feet steer me at the corner of the hallway. So I looked around finding where she is, and when I saw her, I was petrified. I couldn't believe that all this time the highest have this horror fate for me. My mind was enraged at the sight of my mate. Why on earth my mate has to be her? The woman I hated. This woman's' family had my loving eldest sister committed suicide!

"Mate" I snapped and cover my mouth immediately. My eyes were widened in horror thinking how excited I was to find my mate just now without knowing who she might be. She didn't notice my presence since she was busy reading something on some posters at the hallway. She just stood there with both of her hands behind her back, giving her breast a perfect curve in front. How can someone be so beautiful by just standing in the hallway. She is just beautiful as before. I shake my head thinking that I shouldn't give in to the mate pull. I believe Selena hasn't turned eighteen just yet, that's why she hasn't smell me or anything that has something to do with mate.

I walk straight pass behind her and went directly in my classroom. I could hear my wolf inside me howling, and enrage at my decision on ignoring my mate.

I'm sorry man, this is not just right.

Me trying to convince my wolf. And in an instant he went on silent, I could not feel him anymore, he is angry. This is probably the most unlucky event in my life, I believe goddess of moon is playing with my fate.

I just hope this is just a mistake, that when the day comes and Selena would turn eighteen, I hope she will not recognize me as her mate. But if ever she will, I'll have to reject her immediately.