After the teacher took our papers the gossip started again with even more people teachers included. I walked of the classroom and saw Siya punch Zola. I was angry and confused, how can he do that knowing very well I love Zola? I rushed to Zola to apologise and explain I saw the hurt in Siya's eyes when I pushed him aside but I couldn't care at this moment I needed to fix thing with my boyfriend. Somehow I felt like I was missing something from all the things that were happening and what Zola kept saying. He acted as if I was crazy and lying like I slept around. When I finally understood what was happening and how fooled I have been I couldn't believe that my friends tried saving me all this time but I was stupid. Siya dragged me away and I didn't fight him this time, I was so ashamed and all I could think of was my mother.
Siya wanted to take to the beach but I needed to go home away from people. He took me home, when I got in I swa my mother. To say she was pissed would be an under statement I could see disappointment in her eyes. She came home as soon as she saw the video, her employer showed it to her. She didn't scold or shout at me she just walk in the kitchen and prepared dinner.
Its been over three weeks since the video went viral and I have been staying in my room all this time except for when I'm called for dinner, bathroom or when Siya comes to visit. It wasn't easy at first to see him after the scandal, I didn't know what he thought of me seeing that my other friends no longer talks to me. The same day of the scandal my friends parents came to my house and asked my mother to keep me away from their children. Since then they will check on me on our w*****p group now and then to see if am ok. Siya kept coming to cheer me up with movies and music. We did everything in the comfort of my home afraid to go out not even my back yard since we have short fences. My mother decided to sent me to Port Elizabeth to live in my grandparents house. It was vacant since their passing, my mother felt we needed space from each other since we didn't speak with each other.
I left the following day with Siya driving one of his father's cars. He spent the weekend with me since the schools were closed. I don't know what I would have done without him distracting me from my thought, he was usually quiet but I was the quite one these days and he talked non stop.