You runs in my Blood

Blair. Pov I jumped from the bed after the Second alarm rang. I walked straight to the bathroom. My morning devotion is now concealed since am running late maybe I'll do that in the bathroom while bathing. Looking at Hendric, he is still dead-sleeping or at least he appeared to be. Morning lectures are not really his kinda thing although at times he try to fellow through for the sake of school. Today being Monday I have to attend this morning lecture and after that I go home, I haven't seen Mandy since weekend and her number has not being connecting and my next class is by 1.00 pm and till 6.00 pm I'm fully occupied. Mandy had 8.00 am lectures till 4.00 pm. I do enjoyed Mr Walter's class so missing it can never be in my agenda. He always gives test after lecturing and he accumulates our credit units from his class assessments. I switched on the shower and start meditating. "What do you think you're doing?" Hendric asked "Bathing. I have 6.00 am lecture. What about you?" I replied "Ugh! I don't know. Besides Martin's suppose to be here. We have this thing going on. This... This... I can't remember what he called it." Hendric says getting out of the bed. "So you prefer going to something you know not its name to going to lecture huh?" I snickered "would you mind dropping me off to school?" I stepped out of the bathroom and started dressing up "Should I?" he chuckled "Please Hendric, I don't want to miss a second of this lecture." I pleaded "And if you miss it?" Hendric snorted and walks into the bathroom switching on the shower. I carried my bag and ready to go only praying that Hendric might drop me off, that way I will be in school early before some students and also occupy a good frontseat. "Hendric please" I pleaded again but he ignore me and got himself a nice morning shower, dressed up, took his car key and I followed him. "Where are you going?" Hendric arrogantly ask me like I've been talking to myself and I'm getting angry slowly. "Hendric please quit this. I am going to school and you have to drop me off to school." I said "Well, I am not going to school" he said wearing his cap. "Why would you not go to school? Today is Monday, a fresh day for civil and comercial services. why would you not be in school like everyone else" I growl "Because I don't give a damn what today is and besides there are other Mondays I can make up for if it is that civic to you" he said rudely and picked his bag "And you are not going anywhere" "What?" I growled "I said you are not going anywhere. There is no food in the house and my friends are coming over. What will they eat when they get here? What will I eat when I'm hungry" he yelled "Tell me you are not serious Hendric" I bounced "I can't be any more serious than this" He yelled. " I mean what are we even doing huh?" "I don't understand" I said confusely "I mean are we in a relationship or are you just using me? Are we couples? If so why are you always at the receiving end, whenever I want something from you, you trip, either you have early lectures or late lectures. Are you the only student in school, are you? "What are you talking about Hendric? Are you asking me to be skipping lectures for you? Hendric this is not fair. I spent my weekend here at your place doing your bids. You said food, did I not cook?" I move and open his fridge "are these not food stored in here?" I slammed the fridge and furiously move passed him but he pushed me back. This guy is perfectly taking my time and he meant his words. "What do you want from me? " I yelled. My phone rings and I pick, it's Mandy "Good morning Blair" Mandy greeted "are you in school already?" "Mandy no but I will soon be" I replied "Okay please help me get my BUS 301 Textbook. I gave it to Alice your course mate. I told her to give it to you." Okay Mandy I will collect it from her when I get to school". I said "You are already running late to 6.00 am lecture ma'am, bye. She hangs up. I put my phone in my bag Hendric hold me again to remind me that I'm not going anywhere. "What do you want from Hendric" I asked with a low tone "Nothing just a little gratitude and not attitude that's all. Meanwhile here is some money" he brings out some money from here pocket and I collect them. "There are things that are not in the house, check those and replace them. My friends and I are coming over for lunch. Cook something fresh and delicious. Tomorrow you can go to school" He said and give me a kiss on my forehead and walks away. Looking at him walking away always feels like I never had him whenever we argue. I don't know what he thinks of me. He's my boyfriend but he always makes me think otherwise. I have rumors that Hendric is a playboy although he appeared so to me in the beginning but somehow he managed rid off that doubts from me. I just want him to make me feel like the most important woman in his life not even in the world but I don't really see that card on the table playing in my favor. Still I hope someday and I pray that he will be that love that I dreamt of. I picked my phone and texted Mandy that I won't be going to school today. I know she will be looking for an explanation but that will be when I return home. I dropped my bag pick a sack head to shopping. By the time I came back it was almost 10.30am Hendric didn't tell me when him and his friends will be coming over. If they come now without the food being ready, it will be another hell for me. The way he's acting these days as if he sworn not to let me have peace of mind or enjoy my relationship with him which apparently seems like so. I unpack my bags and head straight to kitchen. A rich arrogant kid with kitchen. What is he going to do with it. From what I heard, nobody has ever entered there before. All of his exes never cooked but they ate outside. I am the only one that made the kitchen seems alive and lovely now he wants to make it a home for me not even in an official way. I started cooking for him to reduce his extravagant spendings. Although I wasn't trained to eat outside. My brother and I always prefer homemade food. Mummy made sure of that. I made some salad and cook some food dish them in plates, that way it will be easy for them to carry the food should they come when I'm not around. I looked at the watch "oh my God" this is 1:04 pm. I went in to the bathroom to take my bath but then Hendric and his friends walked in. "Home sweet home" that was Hendric "Hey buddy I love the aroma I'm perceiving. Why not tell me the name of the perf?" Martin snorted "Oh my God! Hen, go inside and get everything in that pot 'cause I am Fer.... Mish huh" Mike grinned "Okay motherfuckers. Easy Hens." says Hendric. He walks into the room to check on me "Blair, Blair" he called "In the bathroom" I answered "Baby everybody is crying out for the food that they have not even seen nor tasted" he says pridely. "You see" he soothed his chest "things like this makes me happy and then I can give you the things you want" looking at him now I can see his ego climbing the walls of Jericho again. Hendric is nothing without his egoistic manner. Always like to hold power in his hands over everything whether relevant or irrelevant. I have never seen a man like him. "Man is the food hanging on a tree?" Martin shouted from the bar. "Coming man" says Hendric. Baby I'm joining you now, you food has just turn me on" pulling his cloth. I hurriedly finished my bath switch off the shower step out of the shower but he grab me back inside. Obviously he doesn't give a s**t about me or my feelings. This is the guy that I had an argument with in the morning, he did not even mind if I'm still angry or not and he wants to have s*x with me in the shower. It's all about him. " Jesus f*****g Christ, this man is an animal" I thought. "What do you think you are doing?" I returned that question he asked me in the morning while preparing to go to school. "Jesus f*****g christ, are you that blind?" he replied "No but I won't sign in to that, okay" I said. "Okay" he said and drag me to the wall switch on the shower. He lick my whole cheek, cup my face to face him. He bends and place his libs on mine and I stick my libs never opening them. He move his right hand from my neck down to my breast squeezes a part and I moan. He squeezes the other one with his left hand, gaining another moan from me, he then squeezes both two pairs of my breasts and I opened my mouth. He thrust his tongue inside my mouth and I lick it closing my mouth I kiss him back. He draw back and press my head down as I bend he thrust his d**k inside me and he pushes his waist. He holds me so that I will not fall from his d**k. He f***s and groans at the same time. I always enjoy his s****l manner. May be that is why I love him so much but I still don't know. He sexes like a dog, never tired. "Now are you still angry with me?" he asked And I moan "no... Yeah... Yes.... Oh man... I love your....your....your...dick" "and my Money" he snorted Just then my liver cut immediately. What makes him think that I'm with him because of his money. The s*x I was enjoying before all of a sudden became bitter. "yeah, yes ohhh" he moan. He stood me up, push my back against the wall. He folded my breast squeezing them like he wanted to plug them and them suck. While he was sucking the other part he place his finger inside my Virgina fingers me hard that I moan again. He laid down on the bathroom floor placed his d**k between my breasts and use the two of his hands closed the bridge. Whatever he does there I don't know. He likes playing with all the parts of my body when sexing. He stands us up, squeezes my breasts, put his d**k inside me again and f**k me like hell that I doubt this to be love making 'cause I wasn't even enjoying it anymore. "you like my money right?" he asked and I ignored him "well I like your body too" he said "so it's a win win" "Man, what's holding you there" Martin asked Stepping inside the bedroom "Taking my bath Niger" Hendric replied "Man you bath like a woman, who are you trying to hook now?" Martin said "Man can you go to kitchen I will join you soon" Hendric roared. "Okay" Martin replied and walks straight to the kitchen. He has been Hendric friends for so long I don't know because Hendric don't really tell me anything about him or his friends. He knows his way around the house. Hendric pull off from me and kiss me for some second and step back. He has really c*m. He doesn't pull off from anyone untill he's strength starts failing him. Who s*x like that I don't really know, isn't that suicidal? Oh man God help me. "love you baby" he said. He washed off his face, step out and get dress and joined his friends. I sat down on the bathroom floor tired and angry at myself and him. After shedding some tears I showered, dressed, took my back and come down stirs. All of them are really enjoying the food eating like prodigal sons. As I walked to the door Hendric called "Blair are you going?" "yes I need to collect today's lecture notes" I replied "Is she the cook?" Martin's asked and Hendric nodded. "Oh see the cook everyone" Martin introduced. What does he mean? the cook, why did he not call me his girlfriend? Martin knew that Me and Hendric has been dating for almost a year now and he dares open his mouth and call me the cook. Is he under the influence of the alcohol they've been drinking before the food arrived? I don't know who to be vexed at, is it me, Hendric or Martin? "Blair say hello to my friends, they appreciate your food" Hendric snorted cutting me from my thoughts. "Man you are in paradise, you mum got you a cook, a very sexy cook. You eat this one and eat the other" he said making a sexy gesture. "No Ben I found her myself" Hendric said pridely "Peter do you think she's for hiring" Ben asked trying to come out but Hendric blocked him "Looks like it's private use only" Peter said. They all laugh. I ran out of there ashamed with tears in my eyes can't believe Hendric never told his friends anything about me and they think of me as the cook and a slut like an offering plate to share for offering. And the worse of all He didn't defend me but stood there and joined made mockery of me. I walked home sad and laid down on the bed and slept off. When I woke up it was already 7:30 pm and Mandy is already taking her dinner. "when did you come back" I asked "around 5" she replied "And you didn't wake me?" "why should I? Although I tried but you were really in a deep slumber. Why were you not in school today?" Mandy asked "I texted you that I won't be in school" I cut her "yes you did but didn't give me reason" Mandy dragged. She could be so detailed and naggy which I tried avoiding sometimes by doing the right things even if it is against my happiness. "Hendric wouldn't let me go" I replied waiting for her next action which I know could be very nasty. "what?" she yelled "Blair are you out of your f*****g mind? can you hear yourself? You mean if your brother or your parents ask you why you missed lectures to day you will tell them you boyfriend didn't allow you to go? Blair are you f*****g crazy? Do you know that you missed 3 tests today? " Mandy was furious and didn't know what to do with me. I have disappointed her once again and I didn't like the look on her face and I don't like the way I made her feel right now. " I know what you're thinking but it's not like that" I tried to defend "What do you know that I'm thinking and how is it like when he made you skipped lectures and missed tests that has no makeover. What did he do to you this time? I told you to stop seeing that monster. He don't give a f*****g s**t about you. What did you even see in him? Is he better than all the men that has been asking you out? No he's not. Is he the only man in the campus? No he isn't. I don't really know the heaven you see in him. In fact you'll stop seeing him from today" "No I can't Mandy" "yes you must Blair " Mandy I can't" "Why can't you Blair?" "Because I love him" "Does he love you, does he feel the same way you do? Does he makes you feel special or feel like some random girl?" What Mandy said hit me right on my chest. Some random girl, that was my last episode with Hendric and his friends. The cook and the slut. I burst out in tears and Mandy starts feeling me. "Oh common, girl you really f*** up" she sympathised "sometimes I wonder if you are really still the girl I met in year one. How did you manage to change this much huh?" "I'm sorry" I said sobbing under her arm "I really am. I don't know what is wrong with me. Please help me" "Okay what really happened today B?" "He stopped me from going to school after I had prepared" I said "why?" she asked "that he friends were coming over and I should cook for them" "Just that? Why did he think that he can treats you anyhow he likes and why do you tolerates him?" "I don't know Mandy. Maybe it's because he knows I love him" "And do you... Love him?" Mandy asked "Very much" I said "I love him Mandy. He has all my love and I have non left for anyone" "that is why you don't find any other man interesting apart from him" Mandy nagged I nodded and apologized "I'm sorry Mandy. I don't know if I can love another person the way I love him" "you will B when true love comes. The person will build the world around you and that will be heaven sent, that I'm sure of. Now clean those tears" Mandy motivated and helped clean my tears and watched me for a while. She cares so much about me that I wonder if I can ever found someone like her if... No no I don't ever want to think of losing her. Apart From my brother and my parents, Mandy is the next family I have. Sometimes I pray that my brother finds her very attractive to marry her even though they haven't seen each other except on call when am on a vacation and when she couldn't reach me on phone she will call my brother's number. She got my brother's number through me when I used his phone to call her and also whenever I receive call from home I would want them to say hello to my friend who has been a mother and a friend to me here in school. "Now go freshing up baby girl and come eat something" said Mandy. She can be such a mother. "I'm sure that when true love knocks, your heart of heart will open for it and feelings and emotions you never knew they exit in you before will emerge from you" she spoke with such certainty as if she has something planned and knowing my friend very well, she was being caring. I refreshed and had some little dinner while Mandy watch me. I check on my phone hoping that Hendric might at least call or text to know if I reached home safely but that hope is far fetch. I know Mandy observed me very well but didn't say a thing to me not that she lack words but she just decided to let it be. But I know she has some questions. She just don't want to make me sober so I helped her. "Go ahead" I grinned "What has he done for you, have you collected any money from him or are you owing him?" Mandy ask not satisfied that I said I love him. "I don't own him Mandy. Money yes I've collected but he gave me those from his heart no collateral, no string attached" I defend "How much?" "Mandy I don't know" I replied "you don't know? What you ate is killing you and you still don't know?" "Oh my God Mandy Who died and made you an interrogator?" "really" she ask "Okay. He paid my school fee this semester and has helped with some of my textbooks" "Did you not go home for your school fee?" "Yes I did but it wasn't complete then and they promised to send the remaining one but then I met him and he completed the rest though. Although Kingsley later sent the rest of the money but it was late. It was after I had paid my fee with Hendric help that I received that remaining part" I defend "And did you return his money?" "Common Mandy who does that and he wouldn't even need it anyways. He has enough, what will he do with a chicken money like that?" "So you think you owe him that's why you're throwing yourself at him and he treats you the way he likes" "Mandy stop, I fell in love with him. I am convinced I love him and he's not doing anything. He just doesn't want his friends to see him weak or see me as his weakness so that his enemies will not use me to get to him. That's all" I stated "you watch too many Hollywood movies but know that this is life, this is reality and your future is at stake" she warned pointing her finger at me. "Okay mother, now can I sleep" I attack her. "free as air" she replied I walked passed her and entered my room, laid down on my bed. We shared one flat, two bedrooms and a sitting room and a kitchen. Facing the ceiling I try not to think of what Mandy said but they kept flashing in my mind so I put on some music placed an earphone on my ears minding the music I slept off.