Delilah
I didn't expect my night to turn out like this. I think Jake and Hazel also left, but I'm not sure. I have not seen Keagan since the earlier incident. I think something happened in his past for him to react like that, but I'm going to ask Rayland later or tommorow about it. We've been in the kitchen the entire time and Rayland hasn't left my side once, not even to go to the bathroom, but I'm not complaining. After what happened earlier, he asked if we should go home or stay. I decided we should stay because I wanted to have fun tonight and Hazel's not here right now, so my best option is Rayland. I've had a few drinks now, so I'm a little tipsy, but Rayland is still sober. I think he's not drinking because I'm drinking and because he has to drive me home. Rayland is sitting beside me on the kitchen counter when Cardi B's song comes on and Rayland looks over at me when the beat starts and starts smilling. Probably remembering me in my room dancing to this song. Just thinking about it has me embarrassed all over again.
''You should go and dance after all. It's your favorite song''I heard Rayland say beside me. I think it's alcohol because I jump off the counter and give him a smile and a wink or, at least, I think it's a wink and take my half empty cup and drink it. I need liquid courage right now. Making my way to the living room where everyone was dancing. I find a spot where Rayland can see me because I know he'll start looking for me if he doesn't see me and because maybe I like it when he watches me. I start swaying my hips from side to side and bend down and start twerking, coming back up still twerking. I looked over at Rayland, who was watching my every move. His eyes were not even blinking. I smile and continue dancing to the beat of the song and everything fades around me, and it's just me in my own world until I feel someone behind me and two hands grip my waist on either side. I stiffen and then the familiar smell of his cologne invades my senses.
''Don't stop babygirl''Rayland whispers in my ear and brings my body against his, and I feel something hard against my back.
''Do you feel what you did to me babygirl''He breathes against my ear. My breath caught in my throat. I think this alcohol is making me hornier than usual. I can't think straight with him behind me. I continue dancing, grinding my hips against his hard on, and he groans and places his lips against my neck and starts sucking, probably leaving a hickey, but I don't care. I know my panties are soaked. I can feel it. Rayland spins me around, so I can face him and I place my arms around his neck and keep grinding my hips. His hands find my ass and squeeze, and he dips his head and captures my lips in a heated kiss. He pulls me flash against him and starts nibbling and sucking on my bottom lip and slipping his tongue in my mouth. The kiss isn't gentle, it's fast, feverish and lustful and my panties are soaked. Everything is blocked out. All I can think about is this kiss, the way his lips move against mine, the way his tongue slips into my mouth so effortlessly, the way his teeth bite my bottom lip and the way he soothes it by sucking it. The hardness against my stomach and his hands exploring my body as if it's the first time. The way his breathing increases when I grind my hips into his hardness, and the groan that leaves his throat when I bite his lip. All I can think about is Rayland, that I forgot that we were at a party and there were people around. Breaking the kiss, I tried to step away from Rayland, but his hands caged me in.
''There are people Rayland''I say out of breath, looking in his eyes that are darker, full of lust. My eyes move to his lips, and they are swollen and pink. They look inviting. Meeting his eyes again, and I find them looking at my lips. My lips probably look the same as his.
''Let's get out of here babygirl''He doesn't wait for my response and just takes my hand and leads me out of the house and into his car. I'm starting to sober up, but my mind is still a little bit fussy, but I think the kiss had everything to do with that. Rayland starts the car and zooms off into the night. His hand on the steering wheel is flexing, and his other hand finds its way to my thigh and starts to draw small circles. I look at his side profile, and he looks gorgeous. The lights from the street as we pass them by reflect on his face, and it's like I'm seeing him for the first time. The darkness in his gaze when he looks at me is sinister and full of unsaid promises. My thighs clench together when I think of what might happen tonight. His hand on my thigh tightens and when I look over at him again, his jaw is clenched.
''Don't do that''he says, voice full of lust. My insides tighten at his raspy voice.
''Do what''I whispered back. I clench my thighs again, and his jaw flexes. He doesn't look at me, but I can see his eyes that I love are getting darker if that is even possible. He doesn't answer my question and mumbles something under his breath that I almost didn't hear.
''Why the f**k is the road so long?'' I didn't answer him because I knew I wasn't supposed to hear that. My stomach starts to turn when we turn on the familiar street and our houses come into view. It's going to be a long night.