Unforgettable Love

Episode 12 - Disturbing feeling

(Gabriel p.o.v)

It had been two weeks after I brought Xandra to my grandparent’s mansion. I was quite pissed off with her. How can she taught that I was joking... about marriage? I meant every word when I said about making her Mrs Carson Park but she was angry about that because she taught I made a joke about it. I didn’t know how to react to her assumption. I better kept quite rather than leashing out to her of what I felt about her accusation. Oh gosh.... I really don’t understand why she’s being so cold. And then, I knew part of it because of me. But she didn’t know what actually happened last 4 years. She didn’t know that I’ve was forced to do that. If she knew me as what I expected her to be, she would know that it was fake. Just a scene to get her hurt and out of my life. I didin’t want her to be out from my life. Never thought of that. But what done was done. I can’t change what has happened but I want to make it for future. I want to be with her in the future. This is really torturing me. I hate my self like this. 

I missed her. Missed her smile and her touch. I hungered for her kiss, her lips. I need to focus myself on other things. I will gone crazy if I keep thinking of her.

I attended two meetings in the afternoon. It was an exhausting meeting. The second meeting was upto 3 hours. What the f**k are these people trying to do. They were not achieving any decision and I was already the edge of my anger. I stood up and banged my fist on the table. Everyone fell silent and looked down at the table. Nobody dared to gaze up to me. “What the hell is this meeting for?. I expected a solution from my head of department and not merely just stating the information that I’ve already knew”, I exploded to them. I can feel my face was pitch black and my jaw clenched hard. The meeting room was silent for a while. “This meeting is adjourned. Get the hell out of here and came back when you have the outcome of the merger”. With that I turned and walked out of the room. I laid my head on the headrest on the chair in my room. With closed eyes, trying to forget about Xandra. But her face keep appearing in my mind. Pitching the bridge of my nose, wondering why the f**k I couldn’t get she’s out of my mind. I need to solve this thing as soon as possible before I got myself messed deeper. One thing that I’m sure about is to make her mine. Took my phone and without hesitant, called her no. After few rings, I heard her voice, “Xandra, we need to talk. I’ll pick you up at ten tomorrow morning. And before she could reply, I cut the line.