Big Girls Need Love Too

Nineteen

Laila

"Laila, he is one of the best workers at the trap. I can't just kill him like that." Jason yelled.

"Yes you can. He played you before your own eyes. You just too stupid to see that." I yelled back.

"No you stupid." he mumbled.

"Excuse me, Jason ? Something you wanna say to my face, b***h nigga ?" I asked. He laughed and so did I. He grabbed me and threw me against the wall, with his hands around my neck.

"What did you say ?" I looked into his eyes and they were black. They weren't the same green eyes I always used to daze in.

"Let me go Jason." his eyes turned to green and he released his hand and I fell to the ground, gasping for air.

"Laila, baby I'm--"

"No leave me alone. You are a sick man." I walked to the closet and grabbed a duffle bag and threw whatever clothes that I can get and threw it in the bag.

"Bae, I'm sorry." I ignored him and zipped up the bag. I threw the promise ring he gave me and it hit his chest and he caught it.

"Hope you have a nice life." then I left the house and grabbed my phone and called Deja.

"Hello ?" her groggily voice answered.

"Deja. Can you pick me up from Jason house please ?" I sniffled.

"I'll be there in 10." then I hung up. It was getting cold out so I went back in. I heard sniffling coming from Jason's den. I snuck back there and found him crying with his back facing me.

"Jason ?" I whispered. He turned around and wiped his face. I ran over to him and gave him a tight hug.

"Laila, don't leave me. I said I was sorry." he sniffled into my shirt.

"I know Jason. But I just need some space to myself. Please." I felt bad but I realized that he did try to kill me.

"Ok. I understand." then someone knocked on the door.

"That must be Deja. I will see you in a few days." then I picked my bag off the floor and left the house.

"You okay ?" she asked.

"I'm fine. Now let's go. Just drop me off at a hotel please." I requested.

"No, it's fine. You can stay at my house. I won't mind at all." she said, with her eyes still on the road.

"You sure ? I don't want to be a freeloader." she chuckled and drove to her house.

"It's alright." I got out and she took me to a guest room. I got comfortable and laid in bed. I took out my headphones and played some Keyshia Cole 'Trust and Believe'

When we were together, I held you down

I gave you all of me, but look at us now

Thinking of all your excuses, but they don't add up

Now it's so easy to see you don't deserve my love

You pushed me far...you brought me to this

You had my heart...but then you blew it

And I'm so over you, go get lost

Boy who do you think that you are

Trust and believe me, you're gonna need me

Trust and believe me, she'll never be me

And I'm so over you

Go get lost

Boy I don't know

Who do you think that you are?

You look so foolish

With my best friend

And she ain't no better than you

She's a 3, I'm a ten

So why are you calling my phone

You ain't got nothing I want

Thought we were really in love

But that was all a front

You pushed me far...you brought me to it

You had my heart...but then you blew it

And I'm so over you, go get lost

Boy who do you think that you are

Trust and believe me, you're gonna need me

Trust and believe me, she'll never be me

And I'm so over you

Go get lost

Boy I don't know

Who do you think that you are?

How dare you try to clean it up

Boy please just stop it now

Don't make a sound

Cause you

You pushed me far...you brought me to this

You had my heart...but then you blew it

And I'm so over you, go get lost

Boy who do you think that you are

Believe me, you're gonna need me

Trust and believe me, she'll never be me

And I'm so over you

Go get lost

Boy I don't know

Who do you think you are?

I'm so over you

Go get lost

Who do you think that you are?

I started crying and wiped my tears and put my phone on the charger and fell asleep.

******

I kept hearing banging downstairs loudly that I couldn't even sleep. I groaned getting up and walked down the steps silently.

I lowly gasped to see 3 three guys dressed in black tearing up the place. One of them spotted me and I ran in my room and grabbed my stuff and hopped out the window amd started sprinting.

I banged on Jason's door as hard as I could. 10 seconds later, Jason had a gun pointed in my face. I put my hands up and he dropped the gun.

"Laila, what are you doing here at this time at night ?" he groaned.

"Some guys were at Deja's house. They seen me and I ran here. I don't know if they followed me here. I don't know about Deja."

"Alright. Stay here and we will deal with it in the morning." I laid on the couch as Jason locked the door and I fell out cold.