---Evelyn---
I am heartbroken. I’ve been in love with the same man for two years, maybe even before then. I’ve felt this way for as long as I can remember, and one of the best days of my life was on my 16th birthday, when he told me he felt the same. Now I'm wondering how much of the relationship was a lie. Did he ever even like me? Was that why he seemed somewhat disinterested in the physical side of the relationship? ...Or really any side of the relationship? What about growing up together? Was our friendship as kids a lie, too? How far back did Josh’s deception go?
Or maybe I'm just being too hard on him. Maybe he just got ahead of himself with the mark. Maybe he was just so caught up in the moment after waiting so long. Maybe I’m wrong for being so angry at him? I don't know anymor
