MATTEO It’s been two days and still I couldn’t get it out of my head. Nothing about it was to be desired, it was a harmless handshake and nothing more, yet I couldn’t stop think about how it’s made me feel. In those two days, I’d made it a point to see Thekla and get intimate with her whenever we got the chance, just to feel that same indescribable thrill that came from touching Xenia, but it didn’t happen. I was starting to believe that there was no way of replicating that feeling with anyone but Xenia and that particularly f****d with me because my wolf was constantly craving a repeat. Each time I reminded him that it was nothing worth desiring when we had a love as unconditional and wholesome as the one we shared with Thekla, but his argument shifted to the fact that we could find o

