MY SECRET CONFESSION

Chapter - 3 ( Part - 1 )

**** Part - 1 (College first day) ***

Next day I woke up before my alarm rang , as its been a new place for me so I couldn't sleep properly ,  that caused woke me up earlier than usual time. I set off my phone alarm so that other's can sleep in peace. I went lazily on the  rooftop did some free hand exercise then quickly went to the bathroom , carrying my brush , towel and cloths. I brushed my teeth,took a shower and came out. I wore my new red color kurti and dark navy blue leggings . I wore ops in ears and put a small hair clip in my hair and left it open without combing as it was still wet . I did not wear any makeup just put lip balm on my lips that's  it. I worshiped god next I was preparing for the college then everyone got up one by one . They were looking at me but why I could't understand.

Anu asked me "why are you getting ready so early ? Food is not going to serve by now ! "

I astonished and replied "But my class will start from sharp 10 o' clock and it's already 9:15 by now"

She gave a strange smirk on her face and said " Food is not going to come before 10 but after 10 for sure"

I was dumbfounded and decided I will have some food outside. I placed a cake packet inside my bag just in case I can't get time for launch so emergency cases precautions is better right . I asked Anu "should I call Ritu di(another senior roommate from my college) she also have college but she is still sleeping . Ritu di told me yesterday that she will guide me towards college."

She disagreed with me saying " No need. She will woke up with her decided time better you go alone otherwise you will be late ."

She is right I can't be late for today after all this is my first day so I decided to go alone. It is 10  to 15 min distance from my pg (paying guest) c*m mess so I went to the gate and started walking on the road .

I called mamma and said "Mamma I am going to college...wish me luck..as always".

She said from other side of the call "My blessings are always with you. Don't worry , be careful on the way and did you take your food?"

I can't lie to her she will definitely catch me like as always so to avoid the question I said " Mamma I am getting late talk to you later bye" and cut the call with relief .

On the way I asked nearby shops for the college location although I had my android phone with me but I was't good in using google map properly by that time . Finally I reached near my college gate felt very good and went inside with a smile on my face .

I said hello and good morning to the watchman whom I last met when I came for admission , and he also greeted me the same. I was looking for my classroom but couldn't find any details in the notice board and the office room was very crowded at that moment . 

One middle aged man (age may be nearly more or equal to papa) asked me "what are you looking for ? you seems like new to here never seen you before . Let me guess classroom right ! Which department you belong to ".

I said computer science . He replied then " oh.. third floor turn left then go to straight third room okay ".

" oh.. thank you very much sir" I smiled at him . He nodded his head and said " don't ever call me sir.call me as Deb da  all do call me with this name only".

I replied "Okay".

Finally I reached to my classroom as he mentioned and entered in the room . All were busy with each other , some were busy with their phone , some outside the room with seniors, may be . I was bit nervous with little fear , as most of them are in formal wear hardly few in casual like me and  I wore a red dress which is highlighting so much , not even formal (as my formal shirt pant isn't prepared yet). I narrowed my head to avoid their gaze and managed to secure a place in second bench. I was the only person who remained silent . As I don't know anyone here and my problem with first attempt , for starting a conversation kept me alone there.

" But I wanted to make friends so amrita you have to do this. Take a breath and try to talk at least " I tried convince myself . At last when I spoke "Hello..what is your...".

"Good Morning sir.." everyone stand up  and  greeted sir suddenly I realized sir is already present in the room so I also stand up but I missed my attempt .

It was math class but ended with some basic math and normal introduction with higher secondary marks details . When the turn came to me I stand up. He asked me " whats's your name ? where you from and your score in mathematics?"

I replied . Everyone looked at me with several expressions as sir appreciate me for the highest marks among the class and he said " I am hoping that you will score better in my pepper in semester ".

" I will try my best sir " I said to him. Everything was going smooth in other classes but I hate unnecessary attention and drama that has been raised because of S.k.s sir (our math teacher). All are gazing at me, so to avoid the situation I made me busy with looking at my phone screen.

In middle break , all went out of the classroom to visit the canteen only I remain in the classroom with some other fellow . I took my cake packet out and cut the corner side of the packet and feed myself as I was so hungry with empty stomach since morning side by, I was scrolling my news feed in f*******: . I took a selfie and about to post it then one friend request pop up .