MY SECRET CONFESSION

Submitting To Him

***Amrita's POV***

I was in deep thinking. I didn't realize when Abhik came out from bathroom. He broke the silence " hey..you.. still sitting on bed...why didn't you change? and what are you doing with your diary by the way?"

I look upon him...he was looking extremely stunning, eye warming and sexy indeed. he was in nothing but a towel wrap around his waist. Water droplets are  running down against his perfectly muscular body. He bowed his head as he dries his hair with a towel and expecting a answer for his question.Realizing that I'm staring at him I hurriedly reply "Nothing....I am just doing nothing .it just..." I was trying to hide my diary as well as trying to find some suitable words to satisfy his questions.But I found nothing.

"yeah..I am listening." he stated. I continued then "Abhik...I wasn't aware of...you are planning something like this....so basically I have nothing to change as I am not carrying any cloths with me. Moreover I am absolutely fine within this cloth. I don't need to change."

"No...you are absolutely not fine within this. How can you be even. We are going to stay here today. So, better you go and change into this." he handed me a big white towel. 

"Are you serious!!...you are kidding me right. I am not going to change in a towel. Just a minute...what you said before...how far I know we are leaving from here in the afternoon right. Isn't it?"

"we are suppose to. We will see later... may be in the evening or may be...but first you go change I can't see you like this. Why are you staring me like this and giving me shocked expressions. Okay let me find for you something...something comfortable for you.....like....like this...here you go" .

He rushes into the closet then comes back with three shirt in his hand."pick any one you want". I picked up one of his white shirt and make my way to the bathroom.

****Third Person's POV****

Abhik made his way to walk-in closet again. He kept the remaining cloths in his hand inside a bag and then opened a another bag. He picked out a jersey short and changed into this. He jumped into bed. Grabbing all pillows together he laid his head down on it and he slips himself under the sheets...turning on the television he was waiting impatiently for Amrita to get out of the bathroom.

**Amrita's POV**

I was feeling so nervous. I took off my dress and changed into his given shirt. I didn't want to take a shower as I took it before when I left from home...so I just open a tab so that I can get access of water and I can wash my face and hand to feel little fresh. But, I messed up. I don't know how but it turned on the shower and I almost get wet. why didn't I carry the towel with me. ohh..god so embarrassing. I raised my voice to him. "Abhik...are you there?..."

"yes..tell me. What happened?"

"can you please pass me the towel..I left it on the bed. I forgot to carry. And yes...one other shirt of yours."

"why..what's wrong with the last one. You choose it by yourself na."

"Actually I got wet..I pressed the wrong tab...and.." I stopped as I heard him smiling loudly...

"you are laughing at me.... so mean...stop this. This is not done okay...and yes pass me what I asked you for."

"well in one condition. you have to let me come in."

"what...are you insane."

"No...not at all...well I just told you because I can teach you the functionality of tab so that you don't fall in trouble from the next time."

"No..need...I am fine with trouble...please abhik.. give me na. Otherwise I will fall sick and get cold."

"okay..take this.."he handed me something but I found it is the towel only.

"hey...wait...where is the shirt.."

"you just dry yourself up...till then I am going to closet for the shirt."

"okay..." I waited inside the bathroom for him to come and handed me the shirt but I didn't hear anything from his end and it almost more than 5 minutes passed.

"are you there..Abhik..." no response. I peep from the bathroom door. No...there is no trace of him inside the room. But, I found his shirt on the edge of the bed. I came out from the bathroom closing it behind me. I grabbed the shirt to wear in. Not a moment later, I found Abhik emerges behind me holding my waist resting his chin on my shoulder. For a second I startled.

"Relax...It's me."

"Leave me Abhik. Let me change. And where were you been I waited for you."

"I went for attending a important call so I went out of the room."

"ohh..okay..I got scared little...okay leave now"

"No...let me hold you for a while..."

He was busy inhaling my body odor, wet hair with his nose and I felt shiver under his breath. 

"Let me..."before I could finish my words...he confessed three most heart warming words "I love you...".

with that he kissed on my shoulder and I startled "Abh..bhik" I moan and he groans to that, he puts his hand crossed over me from behind my waist holding me with his strong grip. I could feel his strong hard chest touching my back.

He traces kisses on my neck going all the way down to my exposed back.

"You smell so amazing, ammy. I want you badly right now...let me taste your lips." He whispers. He turns me towards him and his eyes followed my parted lips as I breathe heavily. He was holding me even closer, no gap left in-between us. And finally his lips touching mine. My eyes were first widened in shock. I had no idea what was happening until I realized this is our first lip kiss. I did't move as I really wanted this kiss from him.

"Abhik, we-we never lip ki-" I softly mutter, but before I could finish he shushed me. "Shh, I know. Let me taste you more."He whispers in his deep voice, his breath was fanning my lips.Without a warning,he bends my head to get more access of my mouth, his lips again touches with mine but this time sucking my lips.He devours my lips whilst I stay still and hum against him. I don't know how to kiss. I felt his tongue asking me for entrance which I wasn't ready to grant submissively. But his tongue finds it's way to get inside my mouth. Certainly he pulls out. "kiss me back, love" He breathes out and kisses me again, this time I lightly move my lips against him.He slides his hand across my arm and finally holds each my hands to each side.

He pulls out again "I am feeling like I am in heaven. Do you even know how much I missed you there. I want more from you now." then he hugged my body more possessively as he kept kissing me but this time little more roughly making me moan louder.

I whimpered in pain when he kept biting my lower lips aggressively."Stop it..now Abhik. It's hurt. You are biting me literally.

"I can't.. I just can't control myself". He soon started to bite my neck, sucking hard... marking everywhere, as if he wanted to taste more of me.

"Please!Stop! " My hands go to his shoulders in attempt to push him but it was no use as I knew he is already out of control . I couldn't move him an inch. Instead he plastered me into the wall with his body against mine. He gave me a lustful stare "let me make you mine completely."And he again devour in me with his wet kisses.  

My whole body was shivering in his arms after listening to his claim. With all my courage I told him "This is wrong Abhik..we can't do this..."

"What's wrong ammy...nothing is wrong..we love each other. And I want to make love with you. Do you even know I am virgin still. And I want my moment with you.Only you.I want you to make you only mine." 

"Abhik..listen to me..." before I could finish he scoop me up with his hand as if I have no weight at all and leading me over to the bed then laying me down. I griped on to my towel tightly, not wanting to be exposed in front of him.Not a second later he's hovering over me, I closed my eyes as he planted kisses against my lips, along my jaw following collarbone then to chest. 

He yanks my towel and drops it on the floor, making me gasp and my heart beat relentlessly. I was only in my bra and pantie. I covered my face with my hands. He removed my hands, moving my hair back and nuzzling his face back in my chest. I freeze as he drags his fingers up and down on my stomach. I felt like something poking in my stomach.

I tried attempt once again to make him understand....but this time keep closing my eyes against him..not wanting to face him " Abhik...I can't do this. I am scared of having s*x. I didn't do this before either. I always wanted this moment after I get married.We can't do this right now. We will have this moment after our marriage."I finished my words in one breath. 

I didn't hear anything from his side neither I felt him upon me. I slowly opened my eyes with a hope inside me that"I guess he understood my words well" but hell no I found him strip out of his sweat pants.He was only in his underwear.

"You listened to me right? did you !!"

"Yeah I listened each and every single word as you said. But I am feeling so horny at this moment. All I want is now to shove my c**k deep inside you and f**k you hard! But I know you are not ready yet for me neither for my member to take inside you. You are so inexperience as this is your's first and that is why you are scared. I am inexperience too but I want to experience this with you and I can't let you go today.I just need to be patient with you and I promise I will go slow with you.

"What are you talking Abhik...are you out of your mind!!".

" See my hard c**k is pushing though it's way out wanting to get out to feel pleasure. It is hungry for you, hungry for your soft touch."

"I can't take this anymore...stop talking like this Abhik...and" he completely ignores my words and I had closed my eyes as he started pull down his underwear revealing himself in front of me.

"What are you doing?!" I screamed in fear still with my closed eyes not wanting to see his c**k. He really had no shame! How could he just exposed himself in front of me like that.

***Third person's POV***

Abhik was proudly showing his massive c**k to her, but she was closing her eyes. He wants her to admire his c**k, but she looked damn scared or may be shy at this moment. Of course, it was her first time see a man c**k. He pushed her hair behind her ear slowly and whispered to her with his sexy voice, "Open your eyes, love. I am waiting for you to see me naked."

She didn't want to see his c**k neither him naked. she wasn't ready for all of this.She covered her face inside the pillow moving herself back side.

"f**k! you're so beautiful and cute. I love your this f*****g innocent self so much. your this look of innocence towards me, making me more unable to restrain myself from taking your." He continued his compliments in a low growl. " look at me now...love".

Unable to take his shameful talking, she finally thought to opened her eyes obeying him. But he opened her bra's hook certainly, she immediately opened her eyes trying to close her bra's hook with complete shock.

"What are you doing...."she was welcomed with his black eyes staring at her bare body in which were filled with extreme lust.

"I am tying to making you naked too...so that you won't feel embarrassed to look upon me. Well, if you are still trying to seduce me, let me tell you that it's working." He said almost breathlessly. "Stop resisting yourself now. Submit to me."

Grabbing her hand roughly, he made her touch his c**k caressing it softly. She immediately gasped in shock as she felt raging hot touch of his huge massive c**k. On the other hand, Abhik felt like pleasure as soon as her soft hand touched his c**k. Abhik  moaned sexily in her ear letting her know how much happy he was.

***Amrita's POV***

I somehow managed to looked down once to see his huge c**k as I felt it so thick while touching it. It was actually so long and thick. I felt like dizzy with fear in my eyes. I immediately screamed in fear " I can't take this Abhik. This is so big...so huge. How it will even...no no.. not at all."

"I know love...it is actually big...indeed but trust me you will feel better when it will be inside your hole".

 What he even saying...he is totally not in him...I thought so. First of all this was my first time to seeing a man c**k. I never saw not even  in pictures or else in porn movies. After seeing this in real I felt like it will hurt me badly if he even tries to do with me. But he was not going to rape me, right? against my will. He could never do such thing with me, right? I won't be able to bear this pain along with his massive looking monster c**k. Do all men c**k look like this?"  I was just thinking all this when I heard his deep sexy voice.

"Don't you dare you think about other man! You will only think about me." He seemed to have understood what was going inside my head, he could read me like an open book. I looked up at him in shock. I felt immediately embarrassed.

"Touch it, once again love." He spoke to me this time gently, as if I was a child, and he was guiding me to do something really great,it must be great for him but it was not the same for me.

I had no idea what to do. All I wanted was to run away from there as quickly as possible,but I couldn't. My body was aching with some hidden desire, may be begging for the right kind of attention. But I wasn't ready to submit.

He came close to me and certainly pull off my bra leaving me stiff..puzzle....he stretched his hands out, firmly gripping my breasts, kneading and pinching them.I whispered in a pleading tone "stop this please ...I am not feeling well. Something is not right in my body...inside me".

"Nothing is wrong...Ammy...you are not submitting what your body is craving for. Just trust on me. I love you. And I won't heart you".

This was enough for me...enough to work well with my mind and heart in the same time...to let him do whatever he wanted to do with my virgin body.

This was my first time to let my breasts played by a man's hands like this. He knew that I couldn't endure it further.Slowly I was loosing control upon myself. I just wanted to let it go for once. I was not thinking straight at that moment, I wasn't myself anymore.

He kneaded my breasts in a soft and then rough manner."Ahhh...it hurts! Abhik...It so embarrassing...Ahhh". He wasn't ready to show any pity with my breast as my moans were boosting him up but still I couldn't help with this feeling.

"I know you are trying your best to resist me but I won't let that happen. I need to know that how crazily I love you, I like your touch...if is it same from your side too or not. I want to know how far my touch affects you...."

And his touch was actually started effecting me badly that I couldn't resist myself further. Soon, I felt like I am submitting to him.