The Firefighters wife

he is taming the fire in my heart

*yes it does seem like i need a new job but unfortunetly i packed up and moved many miles from home i cant just up and quit because i cant afford it right now*  i say honestly feeling slightly embarassed

*well good news for you Bell we have a opening on the ambulance and it seems you are already working in a medicine field you have to have some type of training* he says 

*i actually am certified to be a paramedic, i have had all the proper training and classes and that was what i origanally wanted to do but then i got the job offer and the pay was really good and i needed the bonus that was offered to get a place to live so it has helped me but Draven doesnt seem to want to leave me alone* i say

*well i will tell my captain and we will see about getting you working as soon as possible* he says as he pulls out his phone and makes a call stepping out of my room

i will be out of here tomorrow as far as i know and i honestly couldnt be happier to go home and curl up in my own bed.

Jack comes walking back into my room

*Good news Bell, you have an interview at station 57 tomorrow at 2pm, i talked to the doctors and they said you will be released tomorrow before lunch. i figured it would give you a chance to go home and get ready for the interview* he says and i cant hide the smile on my face 

*Well Jack thank you very much! i will make sure i am there on time. do you have the address i will need it for my gps, oh no my car is at Dravens and i dont have a way there to get it tomorrow* i say

*well i am off tomorrow i will be here at 7am and i will take you to your house to get changed and what ever you need and i will just drive you to the station so you know your way from your home then after that we can go pick up your car from there.* he says

*oh, i couldnt possibly ask that of you*i say

*Bell you didnt ask i offered to take you because i want to. its better than sitting at home having nothing to do at all i would much rather spend it with you* he says

i cant help the smile that spreads across my face! this man is going to be the death of me! ugh he is so handsome and so smart he risks his life daily to save others and i coldnt be anymore lucky, he saved me when the others were saying it was to dangerous to enter but he ran threw the fire anyway to save a girl he didnt know.

*i know i didnt ask i just dont want to crowd your day off* i say

*it would be a pleasure* he says with a smile

*well i would be thankful if you would help me tomorrow* i say

*it would be a pleasure i will be here tomorrow at 7am, but i must be on my way to return to shift* he says 

*okay i will see you first thing in the morning, thank you again for all you have done for me and thank you for saving my life even tho they said it was to dangerous* i say

*i just knew i had to save you and make sure you were alright* he says as he gives me a hug bye

he leaves the room to head back to work and i cant help but feel thankful that he saved me and that he was there when draven came in earlier because i was in no condition to deal with him today

i close my eyes to rest and it doesnt take long for me to fall asleep this whole day has been a bit crazy and honestly scary as hell, i damn near lost my life if it wasnt for Jack i wouldnt be here laying in this hospital bed. 

*My Bella bean wake up* i hear and i know its none other than Draven

i set up and wipe my tired eyes

*what do you want Draven*i say tired of dealing with him for the day i just cant take him anymore

*well i come bearing gifts for you and i also am giving you a raise* he says 

*Draven i dont need your gifts and i dont want a raise i am quitting anyway i need a new job where my boss will stop trying to get with me* i say honestly becuase i cant take him always trying to get with me or in my pants 

*Bella you will not disrespect me this way!* Draven shouts and it scares me he sends chills down my spine 

i really dont like this man, i dont like how he thinks he can buy me with his money and that is not who i am i am not an item he can purchase 

*Draven i would like you to leave!!! your not welcome here any longer! i will be writing you a letter saying i no longer wish to work for you or your company due to you being unprofessional and trying to buy love* i say

*Bella you dont get to make that choice you will be working for me and under no circumstances will you tell me what you are doing* he says in a shout

i say nothing more and i press the button to call for the nurse

a nurse i met earlier named jasmine comes in the room 

*what can i do for you Bella* she asks very polite

*Can you please have Draven here leave, he seems to think that he can buy me with his money* i tell her 

*yes we will have him removed* she says

*Bella bean just know this conversation is not over* he says as he walks out of the hospital room 

i infrom Jasmine of all the s**t Draven said to me over the past year and all the stuff he has done i cant tolerate it anymore and Jack is right i shouldnt have to at all

with all the money and bonuses that i have gotten over the years i have bought a second car i now have a svu and a truck i got a mortgage on my home and will own that in about 5 years now was a 30 year loan but the bonuses have sure healped me 

i know what your thinking that i am money hungry no i have earned all the money i have got. Draven does sign ups for bonuses and i always sign up for them to make extra money each party i arrange and set up he pays me 5k and he has them weekly so within a month thats 20k extra money on top of what i already make 

i got roots here now and i dont need the extra money i would much rather work where i can help others and be of better help to the town i live in.

i love helping others and i would be honored to save lives