The Firefighters wife

save me

Bellas pov

i am scared and i dont know what to do or how to face that this is really happening this is my worst fear and now its a reality 

*Bella your going to love the new life i have planned for us! we are leaving in the morning to go to columbia, i cant wait to start our lives together!* Draven says 

my whole body tenses up in fear this cant be real uh i have to wake up from this dream

*ow* i say

i didnt realize it but i pinched my arm a lil to hard yup this is real and not a dream 

*pinching your self wont help Bella, with time you will learn to love me the way i love you!* Draven says 

*Dont ever think that i will love you!* i spat at him

*Bella dont ever talk to me that way again* Draven shouts as he slaps me across the face! 

*Ow* i say as i turn further away from him 

i cant do this i cant live my life this way trapped by this monster 

this is not where i want to be this is not how i wanted my life to go 

i will find away to get away from this man even if i have to make him trust me first i just dont know how i will force my self to pretend that i like this monster because in all reality i want to destroy him 

i will find a way if its the last thing i do because i dont want nothing to do with him for the rest of my life so if i have to pretend for a while then i will because a year or less is better than a life time 

Jacks pov

we are getting closer to find bella i just hope we are closer than it seems 

the cops have found 10 houses nearby the tolls that Draven owns and so far we have checked 9/10 and nothing yet not trace of anyone 

i got to trust that he was dumb and he slipped and they are at this last house but we all know he thought of it all and this wont come easy and i know he is going to make hiding her harder than we think but i will find her if its the last thing that i do 

*Jack this is the last address* Chief says 

we have been following the cops for 2 hours or more now and i am restless and ready to find her already i need to know she is alright and i am glad the cops are taking this case serious because even if they werent going to help i was going to search and try to find her own my own i am glad they are using their sources and making the process go faster so i can bring my girl home 

i just hope i can find her before something bad happens i know she is stubborn and she doesnt give easy and i know she wont cave to this monster and that makes me fear for her well being she is a smart girl but he makes her bad side surface 

not that i blame her at all i would be the same way but even i dont know if i could be as strong and well kept as she is 

this girl is the weakness that i never thought i would have, she brightens up my day and makes me a very happy man, i cant imagine my life with out this girl and i have only known her for a few months now and she is all i can think about if this is what love is then i plan to love this girl until i cant love no more but even in the end of life i am going to love her from the skys above 

the 10th house is a bust as well i lose my s**t i hit the door frame and shout NOOOO 

i cnat come to terms that this is the 10th house and none of them have my bella 

i dont even know where else to look i am lost for words and cant think i need to gather my thoughts 

*Officer Frank is it possible that Draven has connection to any houses around this area possibly in another persons name?* i ask needing to try something i cant just go home and stare at the walls and hope bella comes threw the doors when i know she wont 

i have to figure this out and i have to get to the bottom of where this beast has my sweet Bell

why does a women as great as her have to go threw this awful thing why wouldnt it happen to me and not her she is such a great girl and she doesnt deserve any of this she deserves to be loved, happy, spoiled, cared for and always made to laugh 

*Jack we found a house that Dravens parents use to own it looks like its being processed to become Dravens house, its about 72 miles from here* off Frank says

*okay what are we waiting for lets go!* i tell the,

*i have to call the police department and make sure they will grant us authority within their gerusdiction* frank says 

*well lets get on it* i say 

i start to pace back and forth waiting for them to get authority and then we can be on our way 72 miles is alot of miles to cover and it will take forever to get there once we are able to even head that way until they grant us authority i jsut hope it doesnt take 

Bellas favorite quote is playing over and over in my head 

*in a world of hate be the love another needs* in other words when all else seems to be dark be the light that shines threw help another the first time i heard her say that quote it has stuck with me and became my favorite as well