The Firefighters wife

chosing love over hate

Jacks pov

we finally got authority although it has taken a while we are finally on our way to see if my sweet bell is there and deal with this monster if she is

time feels like its frozen and a minute seems like its an hour i just need to know if she is there or not i need to know she is safe and this horrid man didnt hurt my sweet bell

memories from the day i met her and until current she is so beautiful and bright

it kills me that this is happening to her and not me or anyone but my bell she has been threw far to much and she doesnt deserve any of it not that anyone does

i just hope we find her and we find her fast every second she spends with this monster is a second to long

bellas pov

i just need to go along with what he is wanting of me for now because i cant take another hit like that it was with force i am sure i have some swelling and its red that was a painful hit

i hate this man more than anything but one thing i know is that i will escape sooner or later i just need to gain his trust enough to get the hell out of here

*Bella i think its time for bed, here put this on* Draven says as he throws a sexy night gown at me

*Draven i might as well be naked if i wear this, i am a women and i do have morals no s*x until marriage and that includes this nightgown* i say

*Bella you dont get this choice!* he says clearly getting mad

*Draven you want me to love you but you cant even resprect me and my wishes!* i say

next thing i know i am on the floor this monster hit me so hard of fell onto the floor and blood is dripping down my face onto the floor

*NOW PUT IT ON AND GET INTO BED!* draven shouts at me

i know i am in now position to argue anymore so i pick up the gown and i head into the bathroom

*leave the door open* draven says

i let go of the handle and i undress leaving my bra and panties on to keep some of my body hidden

this man is a pig and a monster and i cant do this

i got to get away from him if its the last thing i do

i use the restroom then look in the mirror and wash my face up my eye is black and blue there is a cut on my right cheek and my mouth is all bloody from my teeth cutting my lips from him hitting me my nose also is bloody but its not broken from what i can see

i head back into the room once i am changed and feel discusting this is not who i am and i dont know how i can keep pretending

*now turn around for my Bella* draven says

tears fall down my face as i turn around my face cant take another hit the next one will knock me out or kill me and i must be able to defend my self if this monster tries to take advantage of me

i wont allow it i wont stand for it

he grabs my butt as i turn around and smacks my ass very hard

*I want these taken off along with that bra* he says as he pulls at my panties

tears pour down my face

*okay* i say as i scurry to take them off before i make things worse on my self

*now now come here* he says as he pulls me towards the bed

*please i cant do this i want to wait until we are married please Draven atleast respect my wishes* i beg

*Shut up* he yells as he throws me onto the bed hard

i slide my body up the bed to gain distance between him and i

*bella you cant run from me* he says

my stomach is very sick and i know i will puke if this monster touches me anymore

*I said i want to wait until marriage please, i wont fight you on anything else but this the sooner you marry me the sooner you can ahve all of me* i say as i swollow hard

*fine, then we marry tomorrow* he says

i got a lump in my throat and my stomach hurts so bad and i know it wont be long before i puke

i rush to the bathroom and empty my stomach once i am done throwing up i head to the sink to wash out my mouth

then i walk into the room where Draven is standing naked

*Bella if i cant have you tonight then i need you to give me head* he says

*Draven i cant do this* i say tears pouring down my face again

draven walks over to me and grabs me by my hair and drags me towards the bed he roughly pushes me to sit onto the bed

*open your mouth* he says

i dont and i cry a lil harder

i get hit across the face 2x

*Damn it bell open your mouth* he says

*NO!* i shout *i asked you to wait until marriage that means anything s****l if you cant grant me one thing i will not grant you anything* i say

draven grabs me by the hair and tosses me onto the floor kicking me in my ribs over and over

the pain is unreal and i curl into a ball to protect my self from anymore kicks but he just starts to kick me in my back

i am crying in pain begging him to stop but he doesnt stop

my eyes are very heavy i can hardly hold my eyes open any longer and i dont have any fight left in me i close my eyes

and think to my self i sure hope this all ends here