The Firefighters wife

Fire to the rescue

Bellas pov

instead of Jack driving me home he heads to the fire station after we leave Dravens house where he refuses to unblock my car 

Jack runs into the station and then comes back to the car 

i know he is up to something i just dont know what for sure yet

*Jack, what is going on here?* i ask him once he is sitting in the car 

he has a telling smile across his face and i know that he has a plan just dont know what yet

*Well the we are going to get your car* he says 

before i can say anymore the bay doors are opening and the trucks are rolling out along with the ambulance 

i know now that Jack is heading back to Dravens with reinforcment so i can get my car from there and be done with him 

*Thank you* is all i can say as we head back to Dravens so i can get my car

*Your welcome. i know he is just trying to scare you and i want to make sure that you get your car and can have a new start with out him bothering you anymore* Jack says 

*Yes and i would of left my car if we couldnt get it because there is no way i would return alone* i say as i smile at Jack

i am glad that he is going out of his way to ensure that i will have my car because i would of left it there forever if i had to 

there is things about Draven that noone knows and i am scared of him 

he has not only threatened me but he has also tried to force his self on me a few times and i have been lucky to escape his attacks 

i cant keep living my life this way and that is why i needed away from Draven i cant keep living my life in fear or waiting for the time i cant get away 

i have only ever been with 1 man before in my life and he was supposed to be my only one but he had other plans and left me for someone else but he is happy and engaged and i honestly am happy from him because i couldnt take his controlling behaviour he thought he could control me just becasue i was his first and he was mine

Luke(my ex) was my high school sweetheart but he was far from a good man he liked to control me and tell me what i can and cant do 

he tried to stop me from spending any times with my friends in or out side of school him leaving me may of hurt but it was heaven sent and i am thankful that he did leave me 

but now here i am confused as hell as to if i can trust men or not seems like any time i am around a man they try to force them selves on me or they try for my attention all the wrong ways 

Jack is different from any man i have met before he is funny, smart, kind caring and he doesnt try to force his self on me and i couldnt be more thankful for that 

i dont usually have guy friends because of my haunting past and the way men seem to be towards me 

we get there and the gates are already opened and Draven is outside waiting for us 

i am guess he was warned that they are coming for my car but he looks like he is standing his grounds and i know that he isnt going to give up with out a fight

*Draven we are here to get my car please remove your cars so i can get mine out* i say nicely as i am getting out of the car

*Bella i am not moving my cars to acomidate to you, you want your car then get it out by your self* Draven says 

i am tired of this game he is playing and i am close to snapping on him

*DRAVEN I HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT NICE TO YOU! i have had it with your games you have tried to force your self on me, you have pushed me and hit me for the last time! you are done controlling me and i refuse to stand for this any longer either you move your cars and make a path for my car to get threw or we are going to play bumper cars and i am going to crash into every car blocking my path! so we can do this the easy way or the expensive way the choice is yours* i shout at him 

i look up and i realize that i am in his face and i am shouting and i have stood up to him for the first time since i started working for him but u have had enough bull s**t from him and i wont take no more!!

i guess Draven realizes that i am done playing hims games because he starts to move his cars 

*Jack would you mind staying at my place for the night, i dont trust Draven and i know this is far from over* i whisper into Jacks ear

*yes bella i will follow you home and i will be glad to stay the night* he says

*thank you i know its alot to ask and i know you dont know me well i just dont trust him* i say 

*i will follow you out* he says 

i smile and nod at him as i get into my car and i drive towards the exit of dravens house 

Jack is right behind me and the trucks all head back to the station i thank them all for the assistance and for them helping me get my car back but it seems that i jsut needed to stand up for my self and to tell him that i wont stand for this behavior 

once we get to my house i know i have alot to explain about as to why i freaked out the way i did and the stuff i said is enough to alarm everyone about the abuse he put me threw and the almost s****l abuse he put me threw but i am now free and far away from him but i know that draven wont stop this easy and i know its far from over with yet but right now i dont want to stay by my self and i need the extra support 

i need to find a room mate someone to keep me company while i am home and someone to ensure that Draven doesnt come back here ever i dont want to deal with this all my life but i need to feel safe 

for some reason i feel completely safe with Jack and i have never felt this way with any other man before in my life and i love that i finally have someone i can trust and feel safe with i see us being really good friends and maybe more.