I didn't know how long I had been crying but I suddenly heard someone knock on the door and jumped. Please don't be Astéria. "Poehina?" Of course it was her. her voice was deeper than Orange's and more confident but it was the exact same voice. How could I not notice before? I was so stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. "Poehina? Are you okay?" Astéria sounded worried hearing me hit my head against the door. Of course she would hear me. I wasn't hiding anyway. But what was I supposed to say? Should I tell her that I knew? Should I give her a chance to tell me everything? I did already give her more than enough time but... I had no idea what to do. Everything was starting to work out. Should I run away? But I never wanted to run away alone. I always imagined running away with Orange. I thoug

